dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
- 1,298
So I've been depression free for the last 6 months, thanks to hormones instead of antidepressants or such.
And indeed anyway I'm hit with reality, now I feel fine, but I lost 20 years of preparation for life that now I'm a mediocre professional who knows or believes due to my perfomance I'll be fired one day, and i just dont know what to do, sure i can and i have decided to be more proactive and learn my job well, but it taking time and I'm not as smart as I was 20 years ago.
Hahaha , quitting or ctbing while been ahead doesn't seems like the worst choice, I dont ever want to be depressed again and if I lose my financial wellbeing I could probably feel like shit if I dont learn how to solve it , I live in Mexico and I can't go with minimum wage
Its ridiculous how much I lost to depression for 20 years.... now I've got to look at the present and forward and damm I'm hit with reality , I'm no millionaire , I'm living on a salary, damm
What the fuck do people do??
For twenty years I was thinking how yo solce solve depression, or how to kill myself, and now I'm trying to find a way out of economic incapacity , or how to grow a second income and not just only my salary.
And indeed anyway I'm hit with reality, now I feel fine, but I lost 20 years of preparation for life that now I'm a mediocre professional who knows or believes due to my perfomance I'll be fired one day, and i just dont know what to do, sure i can and i have decided to be more proactive and learn my job well, but it taking time and I'm not as smart as I was 20 years ago.
Hahaha , quitting or ctbing while been ahead doesn't seems like the worst choice, I dont ever want to be depressed again and if I lose my financial wellbeing I could probably feel like shit if I dont learn how to solve it , I live in Mexico and I can't go with minimum wage
Its ridiculous how much I lost to depression for 20 years.... now I've got to look at the present and forward and damm I'm hit with reality , I'm no millionaire , I'm living on a salary, damm
What the fuck do people do??
For twenty years I was thinking how yo solce solve depression, or how to kill myself, and now I'm trying to find a way out of economic incapacity , or how to grow a second income and not just only my salary.