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briardweller

briardweller

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Nov 16, 2025
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I got caught with my SN, failed my helium attempt and then lost access. I'm done. I would jump off a 70 foot building but it isn't 100% guaranteed that I die. I prefer painless but I just need it to be fast enough and that I know it will work. I don't know if helium will be possible again. I don't have enough money for a firearm at the moment. I want to know what's the fastest and most ensured way under these conditions.
 
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FF777

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I am male..
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do you like trains
 
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briardweller

briardweller

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Nov 16, 2025
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do you like trains
That's how my uncle offed himself. I don't know it just seems like too much room for error. I would like to avoid physically gruesome deaths. Like, I'd drink antifreeze or something I don't care about pain I suffer from chronic pain pretty regularly throughout life, but I don't want to be split open and shit.
 
meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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Even though it's effective, I feel like this should be listed as a non-method.
but isn't the determinant of a non-method being listed as such, is efficiency?
 
Dolphin(Ash)

Dolphin(Ash)

Member
Jul 14, 2026
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I got caught with my SN, failed my helium attempt and then lost access. I'm done. I would jump off a 70 foot building but it isn't 100% guaranteed that I die. I prefer painless but I just need it to be fast enough and that I know it will work. I don't know if helium will be possible again. I don't have enough money for a firearm at the moment. I want to know what's the fastest and most ensured way under these conditions.
Heyo! If I we're to suggest one main thing if you don't want the messy messy train/gun/gore route (obviously), people recommend often SN, I personal prefer the Opiate route since it's effective and peaceful, if you can source it, big cities, darknet, ect.

Hope this could help, stay safe :)
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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but isn't the determinant of a non-method being listed as such, is efficiency?
Well, yes. That is currently how it's seemingly set up. But I'd still strongly advocate against methods that would certainly traumatize strangers.

I am not oblivious to the fact that suicide will inevitably hurt other people, but I wouldn't want to intentionally create more trauma than is unavoidable.

It's a moral thing.
 
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EDSsucks

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Jul 14, 2026
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Heyo! If I we're to suggest one main thing if you don't want the messy messy train/gun/gore route (obviously), people recommend often SN, I personal prefer the Opiate route since it's effective and peaceful, if you can source it, big cities, darknet, ect.

Hope this could help, stay safe :)
Intentional overdose is effective only 4% of the time. Not recommended.
 
Dolphin(Ash)

Dolphin(Ash)

Member
Jul 14, 2026
12
Intentional overdose is effective only 4% of the time. Not recommended.
That is true, I'm talking about the more certain ones, I.E Opiates of strenght, fentanyl, heroin, oxycodone, LD50 and LD90 info based research.
 
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briardweller

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Nov 16, 2025
34
That is true, I'm talking about the more certain ones, I.E Opiates of strenght, fentanyl, heroin, oxycodone, LD50 and LD90 info based research.
I would definitely go by fentanyl if I could but I don't really think I could reliably acquire that. My father OD'd so I think it would be ironic, but yeah I've thought about death by opiate and it would be ideal.
 
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..shotgun to the head..who said that!!
 
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