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golaxation

Member
Nov 8, 2023
13
I'm ready to CTB asap. I have no rope or weapon or drug. What are the safest (as in won't cause writhing pain or leave me a vegetable) methods I can try right now ?because I want to go now.
 
somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
218
You dont need a rope. People have successfully ctb using scarves, belts and bedsheets. But yeah as geepeedee said, you could always drive to a cliff or smth and jump. Do make sure that it's high enough i believe that information is available on some threads here. Use the search feature.
 
LeonSoHelpMe

LeonSoHelpMe

New Member
Mar 18, 2026
2
You dont need a rope. People have successfully ctb using scarves, belts and bedsheets. But yeah as geepeedee said, you could always drive to a cliff or smth and jump. Do make sure that it's high enough i believe that information is available on some threads here. Use the search feature.
Why can't I find this damn search feature? Is it cuz I'm on mobile?
 
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peacebenow

Member
Apr 26, 2026
91
Why can't I find this damn search feature? Is it cuz I'm on mobile?
FYI the search function is down tonight and is not even working. I have never used mobile though but the actual function is not working regardless.
 
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golaxation

Member
Nov 8, 2023
13
That's where I hit my problem. I'm so scared of pain that things like jumping seem impossible to me. I don't have a high enough place to hang. I could use a doorknob if that works for partial hanging but idk if it does.
 
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Bishop

Student
Mar 24, 2024
101
I'm ready to CTB asap. I have no rope or weapon or drug. What are the safest (as in won't cause writhing pain or leave me a vegetable) methods I can try right now ?because I want to go now.
There is no painless method. Nor any method that have zero risk of survival. Every method has the possibility of survival, leaving you to a worse solution than before the attempt.
 
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golaxation

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Nov 8, 2023
13
There is no painless method. Nor any method that have zero risk of survival. Every method has the possibility of survival, leaving you to a worse solution than before the attempt.
What about partial hanging? Can that be done from a sturdy door handle and a tie?
 
somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
218
Why can't I find this damn search feature? Is it cuz I'm on mobile?
It usually works on mobile but it's down today.
What about partial hanging? Can that be done from a sturdy door handle and a tie?
Yeah, in fact you only really go with partial when you don't have high anchor points. Seems to work for most people, but didn't work for me. It was probably some error on my part tho
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,312
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I also just want to be free from this dreadful, torturous existence, it's just so cruel to me how there isn't the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer again.
 
houseofleaves

houseofleaves

how's life treating ya?
Jan 14, 2022
625
Erm... lying on train tracks maybe? But tbh, it sounds like your mental state is not suitable for making decisions like that, you can easily forget something and screw up big time.
 

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