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celan
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- May 1, 2021
- 99
Since commiting suicide in my flat is not recommended, because I live here with another person, it is better to do it in a forest. This person isn't always here, so I would have a lot of time to do it. The problem is, that I don't want to cause a sensation. The police and ambulance will come here, break the door, they would inspect my flat (which would probably do anyhow) and do all that other stuff.
I dont have a great forest here in my environment, so if I'll do it there, it could be possible, that someone finds me before I'm dead. If I go too deep into the forest, I may feel insecure und won't be able to accomplish it. Besides they probably won't find my body and search for me (unless they track my smartphone, but after some time my battery will go out). And I may be eaten by animals.
I feel most comfortable to do it in my flat. I'm at a point, where I'm just too anxious to drive to a hotel with a cab. Has anyone got an idea, or do I just need to do it without thinking of the consequences?
I dont have a great forest here in my environment, so if I'll do it there, it could be possible, that someone finds me before I'm dead. If I go too deep into the forest, I may feel insecure und won't be able to accomplish it. Besides they probably won't find my body and search for me (unless they track my smartphone, but after some time my battery will go out). And I may be eaten by animals.
I feel most comfortable to do it in my flat. I'm at a point, where I'm just too anxious to drive to a hotel with a cab. Has anyone got an idea, or do I just need to do it without thinking of the consequences?