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thedivine

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Dec 28, 2025
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hello,
i am 42kg M ,
i have 1mg/ml Midaz , 5ml - 3vials ,so total 15mg midaz, i can get 5-10ml more if required.
have total 200mg of rocuronium, 100mg per 10ml vial

1. i have a digital pdf of procedure MAID CANADA and accordingly i was thinking ;
To take 5-6mg Midaz, and then 200mg rocuronium .
Q1. can i PUSH 20 ml (200mg) Rocuronium in my cannula in one go from a 20ml syringe? how many seconds should i take to push 20ml safely .?
Q2. can the process be somewhat peaceful ? or how would the suffering be or what/how would i feel , will it be painfull or will i feel like drowing? if u can please describe it somehow i would be great for me . thanks
Q2. how much Midaz should i take to increase my chance for deep sedation or for it to be as peaceful as it can be?
Q3. After taking all 200mg Rocuronium will death be a sure? and after how much time i will be gone (SURE GONE that no one can bring me back)?
 

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