Schaf
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- Oct 6, 2021
- 21
Hello guys, I am planning on OD'ing tomorrow but, unfortunately, I don't have many tools on my hand, if someone could analyze what I have and tell me if it's going to work or if it's better for me to get a stronger opioid combination, please let me know.
For further info, I am a 26 female, 65kg, suicidal since I was 4 (yes you read that right), suffered sexual and psychological abuse my whole life and I simply can't take it anymore, I always planned to choose the day and how I am going to die, this is my method and I decided to do it now. (and yes, I considered if things got better eventually, I would kill myself years later, but same method, for me, it's about controlling how you go to the other side )
Here is what I have in hand:
Xanax- 2mg - 69 tablets
Tramadol - 50 mg - 9 tablets
Codeine - 30mg - 26 tablets
Clonaz - 0.5 - only one tablet lol
Now the softies but I will post them anyway for further analyze:
Tomapax - 25mg - 60 tablets
Deller (Pristic) - 100mg - 68 tablets
Neural - 25mg - 44 tablets
Lithium - 300mg - 328 tablets
Paracetamol - 750mg - 20 tablets
Zargus - 1 mg - 14 tablets
thanks in advance for your help, I know thebest way would be mixing the benzo with opioids but that's what I have in hand right now, will it work? my next attempt is going to happen anyway, but I want to be successfull, so if I need more opioids (and benzo) I am patient enough to gather more. But got curious if those other would make any effect on the mixture.
tips on not throwing them all up is extremely welcomed, too, I suffer from ED so vomiting if very easy for me to happen unfortunately (thats why I wont eat anything hours before, maybe??), I know I should mix with alcohol but I don't know much about alcohol, how much to drink, how much time between a pill and another, these stuff, thanks :) (also sorry if I posted something agains the rules? I read them like 3 times but I have ADD so please if I posted something wrong reach me out to post on a proper manner, thanks!)
For further info, I am a 26 female, 65kg, suicidal since I was 4 (yes you read that right), suffered sexual and psychological abuse my whole life and I simply can't take it anymore, I always planned to choose the day and how I am going to die, this is my method and I decided to do it now. (and yes, I considered if things got better eventually, I would kill myself years later, but same method, for me, it's about controlling how you go to the other side )
Here is what I have in hand:
Xanax- 2mg - 69 tablets
Tramadol - 50 mg - 9 tablets
Codeine - 30mg - 26 tablets
Clonaz - 0.5 - only one tablet lol
Now the softies but I will post them anyway for further analyze:
Tomapax - 25mg - 60 tablets
Deller (Pristic) - 100mg - 68 tablets
Neural - 25mg - 44 tablets
Lithium - 300mg - 328 tablets
Paracetamol - 750mg - 20 tablets
Zargus - 1 mg - 14 tablets
thanks in advance for your help, I know thebest way would be mixing the benzo with opioids but that's what I have in hand right now, will it work? my next attempt is going to happen anyway, but I want to be successfull, so if I need more opioids (and benzo) I am patient enough to gather more. But got curious if those other would make any effect on the mixture.
tips on not throwing them all up is extremely welcomed, too, I suffer from ED so vomiting if very easy for me to happen unfortunately (thats why I wont eat anything hours before, maybe??), I know I should mix with alcohol but I don't know much about alcohol, how much to drink, how much time between a pill and another, these stuff, thanks :) (also sorry if I posted something agains the rules? I read them like 3 times but I have ADD so please if I posted something wrong reach me out to post on a proper manner, thanks!)
