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nottinghams

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Apr 15, 2024
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So this is a lot.
I've done all my reading on it. that a fatal dose of fentanyl feels like when you're given anesthesia at the hospital and about to fall asleep. Then, death.
I've read its instant, almost, though I fear about how long I would need to be away from people while unconscious to die without being found and revived. so some info on that might be helpful.

I've bought some fentanyl from a darknet market. I have several powder packs, up to 1 gram total. I know a fatal dose is 2mg. its a powder.
I was thinking maybe I could empty some of them on my tongue then take with water. Is there a better way to take it? Does it matter?

I've read some things on this platform that you can drink yourself down as best you can to rid the fear, but it wont fully go. So yes, I'm scared.

But then I wanna make sure I got the right thing. there's always that small fear that what I was sold wasn't fent. stuff adds up so far, so..but you let me know.

1. is it legit fent?
2. is that what a fatal overdose is like?
3. is 2mg or more the fatal dose?
4. can I take the powder on my tongue with water? is there a better way to take it? Does it matter?
5. And how much time do I need to be away from people unnoticed to die?
 
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I thought fentanyl was banned in DN markets, which market did you buy it from?

You'd better send a sample for testing

bioavailability varies depending on the form of use, with oral being the lowest
 
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LunarLight

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Apr 3, 2024
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1. is it legit fent?
You have to test it. Can you test it where you live?

2. is that what a fatal overdose is like
Most people describe it as quite peaceful as it knocks you out fast, however there's a great chance you throw up and you might choke on your vomit. Use the search feature (which should unlock when you've posted enough) to look for threads which report non-fatal F ODs.

3. is 2mg or more the fatal dose?
It's what most medical researchers say, however you better be safe than sorry. Plus, the lethal dose depends on many factors, such as opiates tolerance and weight.
4. can I take the powder on my tongue with water? is there a better way to take it? Does it matter?
Yes, it does matter.
Objectively, the best way to take fentanyl powder is IV. However, it requires some skills, such as preparing the injectable solution, finding the vein, injecting the product, and so forth. Plus, the problem with IV is, you might pass out while injecting the product as it takes a very short time to have an effect, ending up not injecting as much as you need for a lethal OD. However, 2mg is not much at all, so it should be very quick to inject.
You might boof it as well, but it requires some skills too, although it's less difficult than IV. It takes a little more time to act, but it's fast. The bioavailability of F is also a little lower, but just a little.
You can snort it as well. It takes 5 minutes to have an effect, but the bioavailability is much lower.
Oral bioavailability is one of the lowest. Plus, you might throw up because 1) the taste of F powder mixed with water is most likely disgusting 2) opiates are emetics. If you really wanna go this way, I advise you to take an overkill F dose. Idk about antiemetics, as they might lower your chances of dying because many die by ODing on F because they choke on their vomit. The other problem with this method is, it will take much longer to act (about an hour) and SI might lead you to call an ambulance.
I must admit I'm not a specialist, I'm just a former H and oxycodone user. Don't hesitate to do your own research.
5. And how much time do I need to be away from people unnoticed to die?
I'm not sure about that. I would say 24h, because better be safe than sorry!
 
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nottinghams

nottinghams

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Apr 15, 2024
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You have to test it. Can you test it where you live?


Most people describe it as quite peaceful as it knocks you out fast, however there's a great chance you throw up and you might choke on your vomit. Use the search feature (which should unlock when you've posted enough) to look for threads which report non-fatal F ODs.


It's what most medical researchers say, however you better be safe than sorry. Plus, the lethal dose depends on many factors, such as opiates tolerance and weight.

Yes, it does matter.
Objectively, the best way to take fentanyl powder is IV. However, it requires some skills, such as preparing the injectable solution, finding the vein, injecting the product, and so forth. Plus, the problem with IV is, you might pass out while injecting the product as it takes a very short time to have an effect, ending up not injecting as much as you need for a lethal OD. However, 2mg is not much at all, so it should be very quick to inject.
You might boof it as well, but it requires some skills too, although it's less difficult than IV. It takes a little more time to act, but it's fast. The bioavailability of F is also a little lower, but just a little.
You can snort it as well. It takes 5 minutes to have an effect, but the bioavailability is much lower.
Oral bioavailability is one of the lowest. Plus, you might throw up because 1) the taste of F powder mixed with water is most likely disgusting 2) opiates are emetics. If you really wanna go this way, I advise you to take an overkill F dose. Idk about antiemetics, as they might lower your chances of dying because many die by ODing on F because they choke on their vomit. The other problem with this method is, it will take much longer to act (about an hour) and SI might lead you to call an ambulance.
I must admit I'm not a specialist, I'm just a former H and oxycodone user. Don't hesitate to do your own research.

I'm not sure about that. I would say 24h, because better be safe than sorry!
hang on hang on. there's a lot that's important to be sure of here. I also hope you're QUALIFIED to say what you're saying as LEGIT.
if you vomit and choke on it, you'd be knocked instantly out, so not painful right? this is very important to be sure of.

I also have absolutely no opioid tolerance. i've never taken even close to one in my life. I weigh about 125 lbs. so skinny.

Asking me to use an IV is ridiculous as I'm not really a drug user at all and it would be very difficult.
what is boofing?
IDK what bioavailability is. so is snorting the best for me? what will that 5 minutes feel like until it takes effect? once it does, i'll be knocked out and dying of course. How do I snort properly?
Would smoking be good too?

You have to be specific what testing entails. I got this sample from a market called archetyp which has fentanyl listings.

And finally I will not be able to be away from people for 24hr. max 6 hours right now. so how quick is it or not?

I want to make sure this is what I want it to be: a straightforward, peaceful instant death in which im knocked out instantly, like falling asleep on anesthesia, then die. And that the dosing is easy. (and even if i am choking on my vomit that I will be knocked out) for f's sake, its a pain-reliever!
If that's what it is, help me make sure what to do to achieve it.

if its not, and its ugly and painful and has low success rate, the give me another peaceful way. But you're just one person and no offense a lot of what you're saying just sounds like your opinion.
I thought fentanyl was banned in DN markets, which market did you buy it from?

You'd better send a sample for testing

bioavailability varies depending on the form of use, with oral being the lowest
so is it instant and peaceful?
bought from XXXXX. How do I test?
Then how else can I take it? IV would be impossible for me.
 
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LunarLight

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Apr 3, 2024
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hang on hang on. there's a lot that's important to be sure of here. I also hope you're QUALIFIED to say what you're saying as LEGIT.
As I said, I'm no specialist. I have no "qualification" whatsoever. I'm just a former H addict who happens to read a lot of stuff on this forum and scientific articles. I hope my fellow suicidal people with more knowledge of the subject will correct me if I say something wrong. I tell you what I know, but it's important you do your own research.

if you vomit and choke on it, you'd be knocked instantly out, so not painful right?
If I remember well, yes. Play some counting games to unlock the research bar and find testimonies of people who survived a F OD.

what is boofing?
Rectal administration.

IDK what bioavailability is.


"In pharmacology, bioavailability is a subcategory of absorption and is the fraction (%) of an administered drug that reaches the systemic circulation.

By definition, when a medication is administered intravenously, its bioavailability is 100%. However, when a medication is administered via routes other than intravenous, its bioavailability is lower due to intestinal epithelium absorption and first-pass metabolism"


so is snorting the best for me?
Only you can answer that.
what will that 5 minutes feel like until it takes effect?
By definition, you won't feel anything but anxiety kicking in because of SI.

How do I snort properly?

This is about cocaine, but it works with F as well.

Would smoking be good too?
I read that smoking would not be a reliable method because there would be chances you'd pass out before reaching a lethal OD.

You have to be specific what testing entails.
Where I live, people can go to centers and test their drugs for free to see if they're pure and what they're cut with. Do your own research.
Plus, you shouldn't mention sources here, as it is forbidden by the rules.


And finally I will not be able to be away from people for 24hr. max 6 hours right now. so how quick is it or not?

According to this source, most ODs occur 1 to 3 hours after the dose is taken. But there's always a tiny chance you survive the OD after this time. That's why I said better safe than sorry.

Asking me to use an IV is ridiculous as I'm not really a drug user at all and it would be very difficult.
But you're just one person and no offense a lot of what you're saying just sounds like your opinion.
Dude, I'm fucking depressed and suicidal as most of us are here, I don't have the strength to link all my sources. I'm nice enough to take some of my time to give you, yes, an opinion, based on all I've read so far.
Unlock that fucking research bar and do your own fucking research. And don't ever speak to people here with this tone again, newbie, it's fucking unpleasant. People here won't be as nice as me and will most likely shut you out, and that will be well deserved.
 
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Again!

No Sourcing!!!
 
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nottinghams

nottinghams

got the cure! I win, woo!
Apr 15, 2024
49
As I said, I'm no specialist. I have no "qualification" whatsoever. I'm just a former H addict who happens to read a lot of stuff on this forum and scientific articles. I hope my fellow suicidal people with more knowledge of the subject will correct me if I say something wrong. I tell you what I know, but it's important you do your own research.


If I remember well, yes. Play some counting games to unlock the research bar and find testimonies of people who survived a F OD.


Rectal administration.




"In pharmacology, bioavailability is a subcategory of absorption and is the fraction (%) of an administered drug that reaches the systemic circulation.

By definition, when a medication is administered intravenously, its bioavailability is 100%. However, when a medication is administered via routes other than intravenous, its bioavailability is lower due to intestinal epithelium absorption and first-pass metabolism"



Only you can answer that.

By definition, you won't feel anything but anxiety kicking in because of SI.



This is about cocaine, but it works with F as well.


I read that smoking would not be a reliable method because there would be chances you'd pass out before reaching a lethal OD.


Where I live, people can go to centers and test their drugs for free to see if they're pure and what they're cut with. Do your own research.
Plus, you shouldn't mention sources here, as it is forbidden by the rules.




According to this source, most ODs occur 1 to 3 hours after the dose is taken. But there's always a tiny chance you survive the OD after this time. That's why I said better safe than sorry.



Dude, I'm fucking depressed and suicidal as most of us are here, I don't have the strength to link all my sources. I'm nice enough to take some of my time to give you, yes, an opinion, based on all I've read so far.
Unlock that fucking research bar and do your own fucking research. And don't ever speak to people here with this tone again, newbie, it's fucking unpleasant. People here won't be as nice as me and will most likely shut you out, and that will be well deserved.
Why don't you calm down. Don't the rules literally say not to treat people like that? yeah, well im 'fucking' depressed and suicidal as well. I never treated you with any 'tone' I asked you for advice and thanks for replying but, yeah, I can't do much with a vague answer and I'm asking a question here because my 'research' isn't helping. I really really hope someone else comes along who can give me a real and solid answer, -the foul mouth.
 
LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
635
Why don't you calm down. Don't the rules literally say not to treat people like that? yeah, well im 'fucking' depressed and suicidal as well. I never treated you with any 'tone' I asked you for advice and thanks for replying but, yeah, I can't do much with a vague answer and I'm asking a question here because my 'research' isn't helping. I really really hope someone else comes along who can give me a real and solid answer, -the foul mouth.
Well, you might as well wait, because the way you're talking to people who try to help you as much as they can won't make them answer.
I won't bother to link my sources for the care given. Get by. The research bar will be your friend once you unlock it.
 
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nottinghams

nottinghams

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Apr 15, 2024
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Well, you might as well wait, because the way you're talking to people who try to help you as much as they can won't make them answer.
I won't bother to link my sources for the care given. Get by. The research bar will be your friend once you unlock it.
Okay fine. I'll use the research bar. You don't have to link. I don't know what 'the way im talking to people' is. I'm not trying to be rude, but I can't control other's reactions if I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

so iv is just ruled out for me. boofing too. wouldn't make sense to do something more difficult that I have no experience with, that could end up more likely to failure.
You're saying if I just take the powder orally I'd throw up before I passed out, and it might not work?
You'd say smoking might not be enough before I pass out. but like the iv, wouldn't 2mg be enough to do it anyway?

If not, then I'm settling on snorting. and it would be 5 minutes till the anesthetic effect, with only nervousness till then no vomit? Does that sound correct? So then it would be painless as I like. Not asking if its the best, just verifying the info.

And then are there any easy at home tests to see if I've got fentanyl. Honestly, what else could it be?
 
Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
592
Honestly, what else could it be?
Anything, if you're DNM naive and purchased from a untrusted vendor. I saw the name of the site you purchased from before it was rightly removed, and it might not be fent. There is a Lab in Spain with the initials IEC that you can send a sample to if you want absolute proof. You'll be able to find it with a basic google search.

I get you're probably anxious and frustrated about finding a method, but this is something most of us had to go through. Researching methods is something personal and no one here is going to instruct you on how you should kill yourself.

I have to say, I'm quite surprised you settled on fentanyl, without knowing some of the answers to your own questions. But, as @LunarLight pointed out, once you've unlocked the search bar I suspect you'll find the answers more easily to your questions.

In answer to your one specific question, snorting enough fentanyl would probably be physically painless.
 
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As I said, I'm no specialist. I have no "qualification" whatsoever. I'm just a former H addict who happens to read a lot of stuff on this forum and scientific articles. I hope my fellow suicidal people with more knowledge of the subject will correct me if I say something wrong. I tell you what I know, but it's important you do your own research.


If I remember well, yes. Play some counting games to unlock the research bar and find testimonies of people who survived a F OD.


Rectal administration.




"In pharmacology, bioavailability is a subcategory of absorption and is the fraction (%) of an administered drug that reaches the systemic circulation.

By definition, when a medication is administered intravenously, its bioavailability is 100%. However, when a medication is administered via routes other than intravenous, its bioavailability is lower due to intestinal epithelium absorption and first-pass metabolism"



Only you can answer that.

By definition, you won't feel anything but anxiety kicking in because of SI.



This is about cocaine, but it works with F as well.


I read that smoking would not be a reliable method because there would be chances you'd pass out before reaching a lethal OD.


Where I live, people can go to centers and test their drugs for free to see if they're pure and what they're cut with. Do your own research.
Plus, you shouldn't mention sources here, as it is forbidden by the rules.




According to this source, most ODs occur 1 to 3 hours after the dose is taken. But there's always a tiny chance you survive the OD after this time. That's why I said better safe than sorry.



Dude, I'm fucking depressed and suicidal as most of us are here, I don't have the strength to link all my sources. I'm nice enough to take some of my time to give you, yes, an opinion, based on all I've read so far.
Unlock that fucking research bar and do your own fucking research. And don't ever speak to people here with this tone again, newbie, it's fucking unpleasant. People here won't be as nice as me and will most likely shut you out, and that will be well deserved.
As much as I understand where you are coming, you could've at least shared your opinion without being too unkind to the OP, yes he is a new user and still learning how things are on this forum but be mindful of what you say.
As I said, I'm no specialist. I have no "qualification" whatsoever. I'm just a former H addict who happens to read a lot of stuff on this forum and scientific articles. I hope my fellow suicidal people with more knowledge of the subject will correct me if I say something wrong. I tell you what I know, but it's important you do your own research.


If I remember well, yes. Play some counting games to unlock the research bar and find testimonies of people who survived a F OD.


Rectal administration.




"In pharmacology, bioavailability is a subcategory of absorption and is the fraction (%) of an administered drug that reaches the systemic circulation.

By definition, when a medication is administered intravenously, its bioavailability is 100%. However, when a medication is administered via routes other than intravenous, its bioavailability is lower due to intestinal epithelium absorption and first-pass metabolism"



Only you can answer that.

By definition, you won't feel anything but anxiety kicking in because of SI.



This is about cocaine, but it works with F as well.


I read that smoking would not be a reliable method because there would be chances you'd pass out before reaching a lethal OD.


Where I live, people can go to centers and test their drugs for free to see if they're pure and what they're cut with. Do your own research.
Plus, you shouldn't mention sources here, as it is forbidden by the rules.




According to this source, most ODs occur 1 to 3 hours after the dose is taken. But there's always a tiny chance you survive the OD after this time. That's why I said better safe than sorry.



Dude, I'm fucking depressed and suicidal as most of us are here, I don't have the strength to link all my sources. I'm nice enough to take some of my time to give you, yes, an opinion, based on all I've read so far.
Unlock that fucking research bar and do your own fucking research. And don't ever speak to people here with this tone again, newbie, it's fucking unpleasant. People here won't be as nice as me and will most likely shut you out, and that will be well deserved.
Sharing an opinion is one thing but please keep it cordial and not insult the OP.
 
nottinghams

nottinghams

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Apr 15, 2024
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Anything, if you're DNM naive and purchased from a untrusted vendor. I saw the name of the site you purchased from before it was rightly removed, and it might not be fent. There is a Lab in Spain with the initials IEC that you can send a sample to if you want absolute proof. You'll be able to find it with a basic google search.

I get you're probably anxious and frustrated about finding a method, but this is something most of us had to go through. Researching methods is something personal and no one here is going to instruct you on how you should kill yourself.

I have to say, I'm quite surprised you settled on fentanyl, without knowing some of the answers to your own questions. But, as @LunarLight pointed out, once you've unlocked the search bar I suspect you'll find the answers more easily to your questions.

In answer to your one specific question, snorting enough fentanyl would probably be physically painless.
I mean idk why honestly. Do you think its still wise after I find some of the answers? If not suggestions are overwhelmingly welcome, especially for more certain methods than testing this sample.

Should be peaceful honestly if I make certain its fentanyl and snort it, which should be straightforward.

Three more questions:
if not fentanyl what else could it be?
How long does the process for the lab take? is it difficult? ...is there an easier certain way? Just to check.
what do I have to do to unlock the search bar?
Thank you. I'll use the bar if I need as soon as I can.
Anything, if you're DNM naive and purchased from a untrusted vendor. I saw the name of the site you purchased from before it was rightly removed, and it might not be fent. There is a Lab in Spain with the initials IEC that you can send a sample to if you want absolute proof. You'll be able to find it with a basic google search.

I get you're probably anxious and frustrated about finding a method, but this is something most of us had to go through. Researching methods is something personal and no one here is going to instruct you on how you should kill yourself.

I have to say, I'm quite surprised you settled on fentanyl, without knowing some of the answers to your own questions. But, as @LunarLight pointed out, once you've unlocked the search bar I suspect you'll find the answers more easily to your questions.

In answer to your one specific question, snorting enough fentanyl would probably be physically painless.
I also hope you don't think me immensely stupid cause ive suffered abuse for that before but, I'm having a ton of trouble figuring out how to send a sample to the iec lab in madrid at all.
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
592
No such thing as a stupid question, we've all got to learn at some point.

It genuinely could be anything; things like the seller being new or not having good feedback or using exaggerated claims can all be red flags about their product.

As long as it's F, then it's a good method. Any method can fail and have drawbacks, but if you don't have an opiate tolerance, F is one of the better ones. Especially for peacefulness.

I used the Lab a few years ago for a different product - I think it took about 2 weeks back then.

Search again for Barcelona. You've got the wrong lab.

Re the search bar, you need more posts (I can't recall how many though, sorry).
 
nottinghams

nottinghams

got the cure! I win, woo!
Apr 15, 2024
49
No such thing as a stupid question, we've all got to learn at some point.

It genuinely could be anything; things like the seller being new or not having good feedback or using exaggerated claims can all be red flags about their product.

As long as it's F, then it's a good method. Any method can fail and have drawbacks, but if you don't have an opiate tolerance, F is one of the better ones. Especially for peacefulness.

I used the Lab a few years ago for a different product - I think it took about 2 weeks back then.

Search again for Barcelona. You've got the wrong lab.

Re the search bar, you need more posts (I can't recall how many though, sorry).
posts or comments? yk
well, the seller wasn't super new, was top-rated, and didn't really claim it to be anything other than fent as far as I can remember. I even contacted support, who said they obviously can't be positive but due to them managing the listings it should be pure fentanyl. Does that change the likelihood?

So if it is F, with my zero opiate tolerance, snorting will do it like that then?

And I'm so sorry but you might have to hold my hand for this, what site link and what page and do they have instructions on how to confirm sending, package the sample and how to send it?
I hope I can send thru my mailbox. going to the post office might be tricky. sounds dangerous shipping possible fentanyl as well. I'm so sorry but I'd really rather be safe than sorry.
oh also WOULD smoking be just as good? ik its a small thing just that snorting makes me nervous. I've never done it/had to do it.
 
RadiantNumber

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Mar 2, 2024
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I've got question: there was a story that policewoman touched it and died, is it possible to idk do something like that and imminently pass out forever?
 
tweaka2x

tweaka2x

CCCdreams
May 26, 2023
47
So this is a lot.
I've done all my reading on it. that a fatal dose of fentanyl feels like when you're given anesthesia at the hospital and about to fall asleep. Then, death.
I've read its instant, almost, though I fear about how long I would need to be away from people while unconscious to die without being found and revived. so some info on that might be helpful.

I've bought some fentanyl from a darknet market. I have several powder packs, up to 1 gram total. I know a fatal dose is 2mg. its a powder.
I was thinking maybe I could empty some of them on my tongue then take with water. Is there a better way to take it? Does it matter?

I've read some things on this platform that you can drink yourself down as best you can to rid the fear, but it wont fully go. So yes, I'm scared.

But then I wanna make sure I got the right thing. there's always that small fear that what I was sold wasn't fent. stuff adds up so far, so..but you let me know.

1. is it legit fent?
2. is that what a fatal overdose is like?
3. is 2mg or more the fatal dose?
4. can I take the powder on my tongue with water? is there a better way to take it? Does it matter?
5. And how much time do I need to be away from people unnoticed to die?
Don't take this in your home, around any loved ones. You make weird noises and movements while you are on the verge of death and will be found. It's best to take a walk to a park or preferably somewhere with a big hill you can lay down on with no one around. Death with F is beautiful it really is. As long as you don't wake up. Then the horror continues.