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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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After much deliberation, figuring out bitcoin, saving up of funds and months of research - I will be making the payment today. I know there is a risk of customs seizure, but I am hoping this does not apply to Australia. I am ordering two bottles and have my anti emetic pills already.

Anyone else wishing to make a purchase soon? I'll post updates here.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Of course I wish for N, but it is not a possibility for me. I do envy those with the option of it though. It is unfair how people have to do research online to get a peaceful death. It all sounds so complicated and people are already suffering enough without having to do all this extensive research and planning. I hope that you find what you are looking for. I know that for many it can be a comfort just having the option of a peaceful exit, not feeling as though they are trapped in this life with no way out.
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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Of course I wish for N, but it is not a possibility for me. I do envy those with the option of it though. It is unfair how people have to do research online to get a peaceful death. It all sounds so complicated and people are already suffering enough without having to do all this extensive research and planning. I hope that you find what you are looking for. I know that for many it can be a comfort just having the option of a peaceful exit, not feeling as though they are trapped in this life with no way out.
I think many people choose N as it is the most peaceful and reliable method - similar to dying in ones sleep. I am also envious of people who already have N, I really hope my purchase is successful. I agree that it is unfair for people to have to do extensive research about how to leave this world peacefully, it really should be a fundamental human right. It was (and still is) extremely stressful to carry out this task, on top of the circumstances that make me want to die. I am about to spend my life savings on it and still might not receive the product since it is illegal.

You don't have to answer this but - why it is not a possibility for you? Are finances a problem?

Update: waiting for D to give me the go ahead to pay, but I think his country is still asleep.

Update: I have received the confirmation that I can pay and re-checked the Bitcoin address many times. I made payment now. I have asked D to let me know when they receive payment.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,492
You don't have to answer this but - why it is not a possibility for you? Are finances a problem
Because it is illegal where I live and I would fear something bad happening if I tried to order it and that would just make my life worse. The whole process sounds so complicated as well. It seems as though most people in my country from what I have heard go with other methods instead.
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
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Let us know how it goes
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Liferunner

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Waiting to exit...
May 1, 2022
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Yes please let me know too if you can or repost at some point.

I would much rather have N as opposed to SN which I already have.

I have btc ready to go and funds are not a problem.

I don't plan to ctb until sometime next year, but I am ready and have made peace with it.
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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Because it is illegal where I live and I would fear something bad happening if I tried to order it and that would just make my life worse. The whole process sounds so complicated as well. It seems as though most people in my country from what I have heard go with other methods instead.
I see, that makes perfect sense. It is a huge pity that N is not legal and I'm sorry it is affecting you. It should be legal so that people can have a choice for a peaceful exit at the time of their choosing.

Update: I woke up to a response from D saying they received the funds. I was notified that the gift will be sent in the next day and tracking will be sent. So far so good.
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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Yes please let me know too if you can or repost at some point.

I would much rather have N as opposed to SN which I already have.

I have btc ready to go and funds are not a problem.

I don't plan to ctb until sometime next year, but I am ready and have made peace with it.
Sure. I agree with you that N is better than SN, although I have not done much research into SN. It looks like everything is in order since I woke up to a response from D saying they received the funds. I was notified that the gift will be sent in the next day and tracking will be sent. So far so good.
 
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SFB123

Member
Apr 5, 2021
49
After much deliberation, figuring out bitcoin, saving up of funds and months of research - I will be making the payment today. I know there is a risk of customs seizure, but I am hoping this does not apply to Australia. I am ordering two bottles and have my anti emetic pills already.

Anyone else wishing to make a purchase soon? I'll post updates here.
I wish to purchase N soon too. Please please please post updates on here, whether you receive the package, whether you get visited by the authorities etc.
Because it is illegal where I live and I would fear something bad happening if I tried to order it and that would just make my life worse. The whole process sounds so complicated as well. It seems as though most people in my country from what I have heard go with other methods instead.
Which country are you from if you don't mind me asking?
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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I wish to purchase N soon too. Please please please post updates on here, whether you receive the package, whether you get visited by the authorities etc.
Sure thing. I will definitely post updates about everything that happens. At the moment I am still waiting for a tracking number. I made payment yesterday and D confirmed they received the money. I am hoping to get a tracking number by tomorrow.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,492
Which country are you from if you don't mind me asking?
I'm from the UK. A country that is not accepting of suicide at all. It seems like it is very difficult to ctb if you live here, but I wish all those the best who are trying to get N.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
I wish you well getting your N. Customs is the biggest risk for sure, but it is an illegal substance in most countries. I'm glad that I took the risk though. It was worth it. Even if the police came to my door I wouldn't have allowed them in without a permit. However, I would have been willing to get locked in prison or a psych ward just to have the opportunity to have that peaceful gold standard at the ready. But that's just me. Everybody is different. All the best to you!
 
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Razor67

Razor67

Member
Apr 11, 2022
54
Also purchased N from D, today. Will keep you all posted here on the progress. Fingers crossed I can CTB before September hits
 
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toasterbath

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Jun 26, 2022
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yeah guys whoever orders N plz let us know if it actually gets to you and what country you're from 🙏 thanks
 
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BlindsClosed

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Mar 11, 2020
36
Congrats on your order and I hope everything works out for you... I'm also looking into it, and I'm wondering, does bitcoin work well using Paypal? Or should I go a different route? Thanks and good luck!
 
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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
279
Also purchased N from D, today. Will keep you all posted here on the progress. Fingers crossed I can CTB before September hits
Sorry life is unbearable for you - get it. Fingers crossed, too. Much appreciated for the updates.
Congrats on your order and I hope everything works out for you... I'm also looking into it, and I'm wondering, does bitcoin work well using Paypal? Or should I go a different route? Thanks and good luck!

Do some searches on payment methods and you'll find what you need - noting very recent posts.
 
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Razor67

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Apr 11, 2022
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D asked for confirmation of payment, which I did. I will wait for confirmation back and hopefully already a tracking code.
Sorry life is unbearable for you - get it. Fingers crossed, too. Much appreciated for the updates.
It's strange to be feel nervous but also excited about finally CTB. Hopefully I can do it in a peaceful way.
Congrats on your order and I hope everything works out for you... I'm also looking into it, and I'm wondering, does bitcoin work well using Paypal? Or should I go a different route? Thanks and good luck!
I use bitcoin.
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
399
D asked for confirmation of payment, which I did. I will wait for confirmation back and hopefully already a tracking code.

It's strange to be feel nervous but also excited about finally CTB. Hopefully I can do it in a peaceful way.

I use bitcoin.
Do you mind providing your country or continent? PM ok.
 
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Razor67

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Apr 11, 2022
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It's okay I don't go into specific country but it's Western Europe. Just got confirmation it will be on its way. Now we wait.
 
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MayGoNow

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Jun 25, 2022
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After much deliberation, figuring out bitcoin, saving up of funds and months of research - I will be making the payment today. I know there is a risk of customs seizure, but I am hoping this does not apply to Australia. I am ordering two bottles and have my anti emetic pills already.

Anyone else wishing to make a purchase soon? I'll post updates here.
Keep me posted please.
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
Law Enforcement seem to be popping up more than usual lately.
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
34
Congrats on your order and I hope everything works out for you... I'm also looking into it, and I'm wondering, does bitcoin work well using Paypal? Or should I go a different route? Thanks and good luck!
Hi there, thank you! I am not sure about PayPal as I have never used it. I used Coinbase for my transaction. It was tough to learn but I managed. There was also a time limit I had to wait in order to perform transactions. I would recommend Coinbase, PayPal is less anonymous. Good luck to you!
I wish you well getting your N. Customs is the biggest risk for sure, but it is an illegal substance in most countries. I'm glad that I took the risk though. It was worth it. Even if the police came to my door I wouldn't have allowed them in without a permit. However, I would have been willing to get locked in prison or a psych ward just to have the opportunity to have that peaceful gold standard at the ready. But that's just me. Everybody is different. All the best to you!
Thank you for the well wishes! I am very happy for you and envious that you already have N. Hopefully that will be me in a week or two. I agree with you, customs is my biggest worry. I am not worried about LE coming to my door since I know my rights and I never open the door for anyone, anyway. I am more worried about losing my money. It was very expensive.
 
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nohopeleftanymoreno

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Jul 9, 2022
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Update: I woke up this morning to see a response from D. D sent me a tracking number and I have access to updates regarding the shipping progress. Not sure if I should mention estimated time of arrival for privacy and security reasons. I am hoping that it makes it past Australian customs. If it gets seized I will be very unhappy and feel even more trapped.
 
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SFB123

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Apr 5, 2021
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Update: I woke up this morning to see a response from D. D sent me a tracking number and I have access to updates regarding the shipping progress. Not sure if I should mention estimated time of arrival for privacy and security reasons. I am hoping that it makes it past Australian customs. If it gets seized I will be very unhappy and feel even more trapped.
Fingers crossed it doesn't get seized
 
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