punishment

[darksouls]

I am so desperate
I cant take it anymore
I think that in my previous life I committed a very terrible crime and I am punished for it with the pains and suffering I have to endure
that is why I am afraid to ctb
because then I will be punished even more severely
and the next life will be even worse

 

[fedup1982]

Life on earth does seem cruel and unfair. Unbalanced. Some people are having a great fucking time, while others are not. At all.

Please don't beat yourself up. Try and make the most of what you have. As you have realised, things could be worse. Take time to enjoy the things you are able to, it should help you get through the next minute, the next hour, the next day, week, month, year, and hopefully things will get better