Method Public bridge suicide?

[sadone2122]

Thoughts? I'm in Portland Oregon so there are a couple of known suicide bridges. The vista bridge, which I think they put up barriers now though… or the less known steel bridge. A couple hung themselves from the steel bridge in 1998. So romantic. I just don't know if I could traumatize people like that… but at the same time, it seems kind of cool? I've been thinking a lot about where I'm gonna do it, and I'm thinking maybe a funeral home parking lot. Or the medical examiner parking lot. These people see death, ya know? So it wouldn't be completely traumatizing.

 

[fallintotheshadows]

I'll be driving about 24 hours to get to the golden gate Bridge after I give away all my money and everything to people I am close with. Then I'll send 1 months worth of payment to my mom since they cosigned my car long ago and then they will have to figure out my car after I give them the GPS location. But when they get that I'll already be gone I haven't had any anxiety about jumping yet but I am guessing when I get there I will but since I'm ready for it I know I'll still be able to do it. I know myself pretty well and if I'm this sure of something I wouldn't have had such a big plan for it. Hope whichever method you do is good for you and it brings your peace

 

[Lookoutbelow]

I'll be driving about 24 hours to get to the golden gate Bridge after I give away all my money and everything to people I am close with. Then I'll send 1 months worth of payment to my mom since they cosigned my car long ago and then they will have to figure out my car after I give them the GPS location. But when they get that I'll already be gone I haven't had any anxiety about jumping yet but I am guessing when I get there I will but since I'm ready for it I know I'll still be able to do it. I know myself pretty well and if I'm this sure of something I wouldn't have had such a big plan for it. Hope whichever method you do is good for you and it brings your peace

I envy your confidence. I've felt sure a couple of times until I'm starring it down. I'm still here in pain everyday holding on to false hope.

 

[fallintotheshadows]

I envy your confidence. I've felt sure a couple of times until I'm starring it down. I'm still here in pain everyday holding on to false hope.

I mean I don't mind picking someone up if they are wanting to do it together but its just that I am just so sure of my own being. I have known what I want everytime I want it and so it shouldn't be hard for me to go ahead and end my life as long as I make sure there is no life to go back to. I make it seem as hard as possible so that even if si kicks in my brain will start to think and say "well I have no other place now I already got through all the steps." I got rid of my job. Will send all my money away still have debts that I made sure not to pay this month and so I am utterly fucked if I try to go back. And then the long drive to a popular ctb place should give me the last motivation to do so.

 

[Lookoutbelow]

I mean I don't mind picking someone up if they are wanting to do it together but its just that I am just so sure of my own being. I have known what I want everytime I want it and so it shouldn't be hard for me to go ahead and end my life as long as I make sure there is no life to go back to. I make it seem as hard as possible so that even if si kicks in my brain will start to think and say "well I have no other place now I already got through all the steps." I got rid of my job. Will send all my money away still have debts that I made sure not to pay this month and so I am utterly fucked if I try to go back. And then the long drive to a popular ctb place should give me the last motivation to do so.

Good advice.

 

[sadone2122]

I mean I don't mind picking someone up if they are wanting to do it together but its just that I am just so sure of my own being. I have known what I want everytime I want it and so it shouldn't be hard for me to go ahead and end my life as long as I make sure there is no life to go back to. I make it seem as hard as possible so that even if si kicks in my brain will start to think and say "well I have no other place now I already got through all the steps." I got rid of my job. Will send all my money away still have debts that I made sure not to pay this month and so I am utterly fucked if I try to go back. And then the long drive to a popular ctb place should give me the last motivation to do so.

I hope you have a happy send off. See ya on the other side

 

[realname]

Thoughts? I'm in Portland Oregon so there are a couple of known suicide bridges. The vista bridge, which I think they put up barriers now though… or the less known steel bridge. A couple hung themselves from the steel bridge in 1998. So romantic. I just don't know if I could traumatize people like that… but at the same time, it seems kind of cool? I've been thinking a lot about where I'm gonna do it, and I'm thinking maybe a funeral home parking lot. Or the medical examiner parking lot. These people see death, ya know? So it wouldn't be completely traumatizing.

I wonder why you wouldn't consider the st johns bridge, as it is a 400ft drop...
Been thinking the same and in pdx also.

 

[sadone2122]

I wonder why you wouldn't consider the st johns bridge, as it is a 400ft drop...
Been thinking the same and in pdx also.

Only because it leads to water… that's why. Pm me? If you can