_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
Puberty is in my opinion the most useless thing god ever created. I have been suffering from it's evil effects for 7 years. When I was little, people were complimenting that my voice was perfect, had no life issues, no depression, and didn't know much about this stupid life so it was impossible for me to suffer. But ever since I was infected with the curse of puberty, my voice became deep and ugly, and my family was making fun of it, I sounded like a bastard, I was older meaning I had more bullshit to worry about, and women were also a big nuisance to my life as well, and I hate being around them because they aren't friendly, and the list goes on.

Look at what puberty is doing to kids. It's making them have less manners, changes their voice so they no longer are the same person anymore, and doing immoral things is much easier to fall into. What is even the point of it? What have I turned into?

I don't give a single fuck that I am going to burn in hell for CTB.
 
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Meaningless_guy

Meaningless_guy

Time is a master who kills all his students.
Aug 12, 2022
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I see puberty as the better part of your life to make misstakes and learn about them before you became an adult and have worse consequences about it.
Even so, it is true that it is the worst part of life, especially if you do not fit in with anyone and you are left alone, as I am sure happens to many of us here.
 
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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
I see puberty as the better part of your life to make misstakes and learn about them before you became an adult and have worse consequences about it.
Even so, it is true that it is the worst part of life, especially if you do not fit in with anyone and you are left alone, as I am sure happens to many of us here.
That wasn't the case for me. During my time with puberty I have been experiencing bullying and I don't believe it ever taught me anything. I, unfortunately, only saw the disadvantages. (Because of course I am very unlucky in this planet.)
 
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Meaningless_guy

Meaningless_guy

Time is a master who kills all his students.
Aug 12, 2022
31
That wasn't the case for me. During my time with puberty I have been experiencing bullying and I don't believe it ever taught me anything. I, unfortunately, only saw the disadvantages. (Because of course I am very unlucky in this planet.)
I have also been bullied, in my case I had to learn to defend myself because if I didn't, no one else would.

Believe me, I know how hard it is sometimes to see the positive side of things, sometimes it just doesn't, but mental strength is developed by overcoming problems and standing up to them, even if they end badly in the end. That way, when you reach the end of your life, you can look back and say that at least you were strong and even with everything against you, at least you tried.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
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Hi!
I am 67, so that was so long ago that I can hardly remember it. The one aspect that stands out is that at around 12 years of age or so, I was 5 foot tall and around 150 pounds. One year later, I was over 6 foot tall and dropped to around 135 pounds. I was given crap in school when I was short and stout and afterward, I look like a tall string bean and got crap for that also.

But guess what? The same people that were mean to me way back when never did anything with their lives and I have worked and traveled a lot. So, in the long run, I did much better and so will you.

One aspect of growing up and spreading one's wings is the aspect of endless possibilities because you are intelligent, caring and kind and you will be great.

Do not, I know how hard it can be, to try and not let crappy people influence you. They are the losers already and are not ever going to amount to a hill of beans, but you will.

Lots of hugs, love and the knowledge that you are so much better than those who try and bring you down.

Walter
 
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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
Reproduction - Ability to Reproduce. That is the reason for life for all living organisms.
Reproduction is such a cruel, harmful thing to me. I just don't get it how people are just following their greedy sexual desires without the concern for the people that are born and forced to suffer in this world. And I just can't believe that people have the audacity to prevent suicide by stopping individual purchase of sodium nitrite and forcing is to seek help yet what they don't understand is that weren't it for them, suicide wouldnt exist.
I have also been bullied, in my case I had to learn to defend myself because if I didn't, no one else would.

Believe me, I know how hard it is sometimes to see the positive side of things, sometimes it just doesn't, but mental strength is developed by overcoming problems and standing up to them, even if they end badly in the end. That way, when you reach the end of your life, you can look back and say that at least you were strong and even with everything against you, at least you tried.
I have tried to make my life better, but I failed. At least the fact that I tried will comfort me for a while.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I just see existence as being a curse in general but it truly is dreadful how existing can just get much worse as time goes on, I see it as being something so terrible existing as a human, I think humans are the worst species, I certainly see existence as being nothing more than unnecessary suffering. The only hell is this hellish world.
 
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