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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Ptsd really kicking my ass. Anyone else ptsd kicking their ass lately to ?
 
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WantingOut2

Member
Feb 10, 2024
34
I have PTSD, Autism, panic disorder and agoraphobia, and I'm trapped, literally stuck, 180 miles from any friends, in severe isolation.
I can't take waking up anymore.
 
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OhhDrugzZ

OhhDrugzZ

How did I get here?
Feb 14, 2024
21
With my new meds it's been awful lately
 
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tend a dead garden

tend a dead garden

Member
Aug 25, 2025
28
i have CTPSD and it bloody sucks how deliberating it can be. My meds make things abit more tolerable as I'm on alot of pain meds, but have to try to ensure that I'm just not off my head all the time. I have t. make a conscious choice to be in reality
Hopefully you all will feel some sense of joy, or if not that then at least a feeling of calm.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Arcanist
Jul 9, 2025
415
I have PTSD, Autism, panic disorder and agoraphobia, and I'm trapped, literally stuck, 180 miles from any friends, in severe isolation.
I can't take waking up anymore.
Same. All this stress is killing me (in fact I'm already dead since a long time)
 
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iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
175
CPTSD here too. everything sucks and everyday sucks and i suck
 
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Stormo

Member
Jul 19, 2025
20
I have CPTSD and have been struggling a lot lately, mainly with emotional and phantom feeling flashbacks. Going through a police reporting process of my ex partner and reliving trauma from almost 5 years ago.

I tried reading a Pete walker book a few months ago. I couldn't finish it due to stresses but the things I did read were very useful. Id definitely recommend reading them if you want some help understanding yourself and learning coping mechanisms. Some of his audio books are also available on YouTube for free.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,456
Yep. Wears me out. I'm a little better today because the kid came over and spent the afternoon with me. I don't know what I would do him.
 
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Freedombus'25

Freedombus'25

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,664
Yuppp. Among other health shit. Ugh. Things that help(meds) make other things worse. Cannot afford therapy atm. Socializing is hard. Etcccc CPTSD SUCKS.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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ididnotconsent

ididnotconsent

Experienced
Mar 16, 2025
220
Yes indeed it is. I feel morally wounded by it and might be the reason I CTB one day. Not the only thing for sure, but a contributing factor.
 
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