
Xanabby
Dogs and death lover
- Feb 20, 2022
- 29
It's like they don't understand the will to die in a calm manner. They always pretend we are the emotional ones overreacting and shit when I think they're being cry babies saying shit like "life is precious" (or maybe it's convenient that we stay alive for their wallets). We are the realistic beings in this discussion and it's mind boggling to me that their simplistic view of things is preferred/seen as a reference. If one is not made for this world and brought to suffer in it every single day why one wouldn't use their free will to get out of this shit ? The world doesn't want me so I don't want it either.
I just got into a heated debate with my psychiatrist who was outraged I could support euthanasia for psychological problems. He wants to see me as borderline so bad (Of course it's a total misdiagnosed I know myself and I am just not). He just talked on repeat about himself and all the tough times he went through while I was sitting there crying. Awkward as hell.
I relate to yall more than I relate to anybody in my life and this corner of the Internet is precious for me cause we get to have real suicide talk, as a formality, as a well considered project. I feel respected amongst you.
I just got into a heated debate with my psychiatrist who was outraged I could support euthanasia for psychological problems. He wants to see me as borderline so bad (Of course it's a total misdiagnosed I know myself and I am just not). He just talked on repeat about himself and all the tough times he went through while I was sitting there crying. Awkward as hell.
I relate to yall more than I relate to anybody in my life and this corner of the Internet is precious for me cause we get to have real suicide talk, as a formality, as a well considered project. I feel respected amongst you.