Vincent Moraes
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- Jul 20, 2018
- 66
Have you ever tried any? Do you get any (at least artificial) hope from it?
I have some DMT with me for some time now. Yesterday I had a girl over and we did it. It was fun, and I could forget my suicidal thoughts for some time, we could have sex and stuff. But today in the morning everything was gone, I woke up with this "have to kill myself" thought again, and her presence was even bothering me, because I hate it when I need to deal with social situations with this suicidal thought in the background of my mind.
Some months ago I even would believe psychedelic drugs in a regular basis would be a way out of depression and suicidal thoughts, but I realized it was just an ilusion.
I have some DMT with me for some time now. Yesterday I had a girl over and we did it. It was fun, and I could forget my suicidal thoughts for some time, we could have sex and stuff. But today in the morning everything was gone, I woke up with this "have to kill myself" thought again, and her presence was even bothering me, because I hate it when I need to deal with social situations with this suicidal thought in the background of my mind.
Some months ago I even would believe psychedelic drugs in a regular basis would be a way out of depression and suicidal thoughts, but I realized it was just an ilusion.