LunarLakes
Member
- Jun 29, 2023
- 7
I was in the psych ward a few months ago and just now decided to take a look through my discharge folder. I had already eavesdropped at the ward and saw that the psychiatrist thinks I have cluster b personality traits (bro didn't bother to even try to get me properly and thoroughly diagnosed while I was in there) and I thought there would be a bit more of an explanation but nope, just put down that I have the traits and telling me to call the hotline if I feel suicidal again.
I'm still pissed that I expressed greatly that I was worried that I wasn't well enough to be discharged and they just didn't care because my insurance didn't think I was a risk to myself (didn't do enough apparently, just like usual lmao). I never ate more than a saltine cracker while I was there and they never even cared until my last day where they offered a meal replacement shake. I don't think someone who's refusing to eat is healthy enough to get discharged but I'm not the psychiatrist so what do I know ig.
It's weird to think that I actively tried to get help and they basically half assed my stay there because I "wasn't a harm to myself" and made me feel so invalid. I wonder if they'd regret not putting enough effort if they know what I'm going to do in a few months.
I'm still pissed that I expressed greatly that I was worried that I wasn't well enough to be discharged and they just didn't care because my insurance didn't think I was a risk to myself (didn't do enough apparently, just like usual lmao). I never ate more than a saltine cracker while I was there and they never even cared until my last day where they offered a meal replacement shake. I don't think someone who's refusing to eat is healthy enough to get discharged but I'm not the psychiatrist so what do I know ig.
It's weird to think that I actively tried to get help and they basically half assed my stay there because I "wasn't a harm to myself" and made me feel so invalid. I wonder if they'd regret not putting enough effort if they know what I'm going to do in a few months.