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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Just venting/confessing: so spent whole day wanting to die and doing nothing. Felt marginally better at maybe 1 AM.

Replied and then spoke to psycho ex who made me homeless. Who can do no wrong because he's funny and my life is worse without him. Is that true? Pathetic. He says he's going to visit. I am not going to kiss him. A few days ago I wasn't going to reply to his messages.

Now I can't sleep. Listening to people shout on psych ward.

I wish my head could be chopped off.
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
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I don't know why but i feel quieter at nights, listening music, in morning i feel anxious and tired.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
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I'm sorry about your awful days, I hope you can get through this and get your own place.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you are in this situation, it sounds so awful being stuck in a psych ward. This life really is so cruel and I understand the feeling of being desperate to leave. I wish you relief from suffering.
 
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