Method PSH In my Bedroom in parent's house or JUMP Travel to a Bridge 95% fatal

[Aren]

Hello, context this the sequel of my thread "2 Night before i can't escape", i choose to not jump the last night because my mom tell me to try everything i could to be in better mental health because the day After i could see some memories of my girlfriend who died since 1 month after 10 years together and our projet of mariage in August 2026 + lost my appartement and job after. But the plot twist is : yes the thing that i tried help me for 2-3 hours but After and until now it's hell.

I'm now in a situation where i have been forced to move to my parent's house in my teenager bedroom but the room is now nearly empty unless some big and strong closet like a big rectangle with no visible anchor.

I tried, it did not help and i'm suffering.
So 2 solutions but 2 methods :

1) PSH in bedroom, i already have rope, nearly my sweetspot to pass out but no Idea where to put the rope in the room. Before in my appartement i tried with a door but now it's not possible because my parents will see the rope from the other side. Maybe the window... Or the door handle while sitting, lying down, or kneeling...
So my question is : in a room with nearly no stuff what can i use to have an ancor and use the rope ? And if you have something that i have to buy, i'm open to listen.

2) Get Back to where i belong (where my girlfriend died) and lived before today. It's 2H30 road trip. It's a bridge with 3 ways of road on it, but at night between 2 am and 4 am it's nearly desert. The issue is : when i was near the bridge SI is very strong and make me think a "may be try this to be good"... Of course it did not work, it was an illusion, and it was a waste of opportunity. And now i have the SI to handle with a determination of 2H30 of road trip alone. But this bridge has no Survivors registered in years. A drop of 4 secondes 219 feets in dark water.

I would appreciate any opinions on the choice between the two methods, as well as feedback on the chosen method in relation to the situation, please.

A thing is clear, i have to catch the bus because loose everything and get back with abusive parents when i'm an adulte + grief is a nightmare. Please share your knowledge and every ideas are welcome.

 

[Aren]

Update : my parents want to make me do a lot of procedure to find an accommodation.
When i cry and have ...anxiety attacks; they yell at me or tell me it's just a matter of effort and that it will pass with time. My mother used to listen when she visited my apartment, but since I moved back in with my parents, she's changed and doesn't listen at all anymore. They're using the excuse of fixing my car so I can't leave for a while. I need to find a solution fast, before I end up getting dumped somewhere. PSH seems like a good option, but I have no idea how to set it up in my room. I think the simplest thing to do is take the car and leave as soon as possible, head to the bridge, and jump—end it once and for all. I don't know what the best strategic move is for surviving this suffering, because right now, I just need to get away.

 

[Ben 111]

Im so sorry life has put you on this path

 

[LongJacks]

Hello, context this the sequel of my thread "2 Night before i can't escape", i choose to not jump the last night because my mom tell me to try everything i could to be in better mental health because the day After i could see some memories of my girlfriend who died since 1 month after 10 years together and our projet of mariage in August 2026 + lost my appartement and job after. But the plot twist is : yes the thing that i tried help me for 2-3 hours but After and until now it's hell.

I'm now in a situation where i have been forced to move to my parent's house in my teenager bedroom but the room is now nearly empty unless some big and strong closet like a big rectangle with no visible anchor.

I tried, it did not help and i'm suffering.
So 2 solutions but 2 methods :

1) PSH in bedroom, i already have rope, nearly my sweetspot to pass out but no Idea where to put the rope in the room. Before in my appartement i tried with a door but now it's not possible because my parents will see the rope from the other side. Maybe the window... Or the door handle while sitting, lying down, or kneeling...
So my question is : in a room with nearly no stuff what can i use to have an ancor and use the rope ? And if you have something that i have to buy, i'm open to listen.

2) Get Back to where i belong (where my girlfriend died) and lived before today. It's 2H30 road trip. It's a bridge with 3 ways of road on it, but at night between 2 am and 4 am it's nearly desert. The issue is : when i was near the bridge SI is very strong and make me think a "may be try this to be good"... Of course it did not work, it was an illusion, and it was a waste of opportunity. And now i have the SI to handle with a determination of 2H30 of road trip alone. But this bridge has no Survivors registered in years. A drop of 4 secondes 219 feets in dark water.

I would appreciate any opinions on the choice between the two methods, as well as feedback on the chosen method in relation to the situation, please.

A thing is clear, i have to catch the bus because loose everything and get back with abusive parents when i'm an adulte + grief is a nightmare. Please share your knowledge and every ideas are welcome.

I'm sorry for everything life is a bitch, and I understand the feeling of being trapped with abusive parents or people it's hell

For PSH you could use a wardrobe as an anchor point, the metal or wooden pole that holds your clothes but be careful that it's strong enough

As for jumping always check if it's 8 stories and above otherwise it's not a guarantee ctb

I wish you luck message me if you need anything

 

[Aren]

I'm sorry for everything life is a bitch, and I understand the feeling of being trapped with abusive parents or people it's hell

For PSH you could use a wardrobe as an anchor point, the metal or wooden pole that holds your clothes but be careful that it's strong enough

As for jumping always check if it's 8 stories and above otherwise it's not a guarantee ctb

I wish you luck message me if you need anything

Thank you,

For PSH i have a metal wardrobe yes but i can't be standing, so maybe i need to do it kneeling or lying down i don't know which is the faster and effective.

For the Jump it's 213 feets so 19 stories and no survivors reported. There is at least 2-3 succeeded attempts by month.

 

[LongJacks]

Thank you,

For PSH i have a metal wardrobe yes but i can't be standing, so maybe i need to do it kneeling or lying down i don't know which is the faster and effective.

For the Jump it's 213 feets so 19 stories and no survivors reported. There is at least 2-3 succeeded attempts by month.

I haven't learned enough about positioning to be honest with you but I hear kneeling isn't that effective not sure, even lying down, I think it's leaning forward I'm not entirely sure though

Woah that's more than enough, way too high which is good for jumping may I ask what about the landing? Is it concrete or dirt? I'm asking because I advise you to avoid jumping on softer ground or on a bush I saw an attempt video and he jumped from a high tower but he landed on plants and survived... just to be careful

If it's from a bridge I'm not sure, Ik that water becomes like concrete when landing from a very high place because of friction I believe

I haven't learned enough about positioning to be honest with you but I hear kneeling isn't that effective not sure, even lying down, I think it's leaning forward I'm not entirely sure though

Woah that's more than enough, way too high which is good for jumping may I ask what about the landing? Is it concrete or dirt? I'm asking because I advise you to avoid jumping on softer ground or on a bush I saw an attempt video and he jumped from a high tower but he landed on plants and survived... just to be careful

If it's from a bridge I'm not sure, Ik that water becomes like concrete when landing from a very high place because of friction I believe

Just to be entirely safe try to research a bit about PSH and jumping or search for older threads about these topic to gain extra information

https://en.farewellwiki.org/ This wiki provides good information too and it goes in detail about PSH, even about jumping there should be information on it

 

[Aren]

I haven't learned enough about positioning to be honest with you but I hear kneeling isn't that effective not sure, even lying down, I think it's leaning forward I'm not entirely sure though

Woah that's more than enough, way too high which is good for jumping may I ask what about the landing? Is it concrete or dirt? I'm asking because I advise you to avoid jumping on softer ground or on a bush I saw an attempt video and he jumped from a high tower but he landed on plants and survived... just to be careful

If it's from a bridge I'm not sure, Ik that water becomes like concrete when landing from a very high place because of friction I believe

Just to be entirely safe try to research a bit about PSH and jumping or search for older threads about these topic to gain extra information

https://en.farewellwiki.org/ This wiki provides good information too and it goes in detail about PSH, even about jumping there should be information on it

Yes i read since months about these two methods, thank you for the link. It's difficult to choose between rope above or below adam's apple because some thread say one position and farewell wiki and others thread say another. I don't know if you have clues for this choice.
For PSH I tried standing, sitting, laying, kneeling and the most effective was standing and kneeling for me. Maybe i can crouch like same start when your standing but at a lower position.

For the jump, yes it's very hight, so the SI too.
It's water and no one survived since i checked since 2023, with 3 person per month and it keep growing because it's an effective spot.

But the issue is SI during this sequence of :
I need to:
- slow down in the middle and stop,
- turn on my hazard lights to signal a breakdown, since I don't want to cause an accident,
- get out of the car (I'll have already unbuckled my seatbelt before reaching the bridge),
- walk around the car to the side facing the bridge railing,
- climb over the railing, which puts me on a small ledge above the water,
- take a step forward so I fall head and torso first.

Thank you very much for your time and every person who respond, it's good to be understood in this pain.

 

[LongJacks]

Yes i read since months about these two methods, thank you for the link. It's difficult to choose between rope above or below adam's apple because some thread say one position and farewell wiki and others thread say another. I don't know if you have clues for this choice.
For PSH I tried standing, sitting, laying, kneeling and the most effective was standing and kneeling for me. Maybe i can crouch like same start when your standing but at a lower position.

For the jump, yes it's very hight, so the SI too.
It's water and no one survived since i checked since 2023, with 3 person per month and it keep growing because it's an effective spot.

But the issue is SI during this sequence of :
I need to:
- slow down in the middle and stop,
- turn on my hazard lights to signal a breakdown, since I don't want to cause an accident,
- get out of the car (I'll have already unbuckled my seatbelt before reaching the bridge),
- walk around the car to the side facing the bridge railing,
- climb over the railing, which puts me on a small ledge above the water,
- take a step forward so I fall head and torso first.

Thank you very much for your time and every person who respond, it's good to be understood in this pain.

It's good to inform yourself and learn about each method I'm new-ish myself I've mostly learned about h*ngings so far and some other stuff (Like nembutal, jumping, vsed etc)

I think below the adam's apple is correct for PSH on the base of the neck, the farewell wiki says so for FSH it's a different story though and depends if it's especially a long drop or not too (Long drops for snapping the n*ck)

Okay then it's a solid spot and you did good researching the bridge certain bridges are very fatal if you get what I mean there's one in South Korea I believe that it got so popular for CTB that they started fencing it and putting cameras and signs, SI is a big issue mine gets me tensed up I was practicing on PSH and I stopped since almost a month ago, and there's motivation too if you're not motivated you give up halfway plus most of us here have depression and it's a motivational killer

Nws! I'm glad I could help as I'm learning I want to help others, and ask others for help whenever need be I do it too

 

[Aren]

It's good to inform yourself and learn about each method I'm new-ish myself I've mostly learned about h*ngings so far and some other stuff (Like nembutal, jumping, vsed etc)

I think below the adam's apple is correct for PSH on the base of the neck, the farewell wiki says so for FSH it's a different story though and depends if it's especially a long drop or not too (Long drops for snapping the n*ck)

Okay then it's a solid spot and you did good researching the bridge certain bridges are very fatal if you get what I mean there's one in South Korea I believe that it got so popular for CTB that they started fencing it and putting cameras and signs, SI is a big issue mine gets me tensed up I was practicing on PSH and I stopped since almost a month ago, and there's motivation too if you're not motivated you give up halfway plus most of us here have depression and it's a motivational killer

Nws! I'm glad I could help as I'm learning I want to help others, and ask others for help whenever need be I do it too

Yes i read it too on the wiki For PSH I read that at the base of the neck muscles are too big, some threads and they tell to put above so it can reach carotide, but for me the "best" try was above but just a little not under the chin.

Yes depression kill motivation... What's kick my SI is the fear of being paralysed during these action before the jump... But today, i know i can't stay where i am and i left all my life because of externals people and bad luck. So i'm stuck. I hope it will help to do it like a robot who flees. Because if i stop the car, or when i'm outside, it's over, bridge has cameras and rescue is quick but not enought if i do it immediatly. I have to be faster than i have never been. 1min 30 fast like i have hell behind me.

I am desesperate and have determination, i wondering if i can train the trigger to activate the actions. Or just count on impulsivity when i'm down very deep.

I don't know, i take 2 days completly off family and work, i think if i fail to trigger i'll go to a natural cliff same hight to have the time to do it and not rush it but it's far and unknow. It would be so simple without SI. 1min 30 to end pain but the brain fight it and then when you come back your brain push you to think why did you not do it...

 

[LongJacks]

Yes i read it too on the wiki For PSH I read that at the base of the neck muscles are too big, some threads and they tell to put above so it can reach carotide, but for me the "best" try was above but just a little not under the chin.

Yes depression kill motivation... What's kick my SI is the fear of being paralysed during these action before the jump... But today, i know i can't stay where i am and i left all my life because of externals people and bad luck. So i'm stuck. I hope it will help to do it like a robot who flees. Because if i stop the car, or when i'm outside, it's over, bridge has cameras and rescue is quick but not enought if i do it immediatly. I have to be faster than i have never been. 1min 30 fast like i have hell behind me.

I am desesperate and have determination, i wondering if i can train the trigger to activate the actions. Or just count on impulsivity when i'm down very deep.

I don't know, i take 2 days completly off family and work, i think if i fail to trigger i'll go to a natural cliff same hight to have the time to do it and not rush it but it's far and unknow. It would be so simple without SI. 1min 30 to end pain but the brain fight it and then when you come back your brain push you to think why did you not do it...

Not to sound rude or insensitive but I can't say anything anymore I don't want to feel like I've k*lled you if you end up doing it, I apologize for being insensitive

You're on the right track and think things through is what I'm gonna say

I don't want to seem like suddenly I'm pro-life btw I'm not at all, fuck pro-lifers but I don't want to feel guilty I'm being selfish and I'm sorry

I also wanted to add Ik what it feels like being stuck in life, it's infuriating... you can't do anything about the circumstances that came and it feels suffocating

Good luck with everything that you wish for

 

[nosense-user]

Every week i see a few posts from people here who have failed their PSH attempts but i never saw someone survive a jump from such a tall height. So i guess jumping is better

 

[LongJacks]

Every week i see a few posts from people here who have failed their PSH attempts but i never saw someone survive a jump from such a tall height. So i guess jumping is better

It doesn't mean that they 100% died, it could mean that they ended up crippled and obviously can't access SaSu, PSH mostly gives brain damage if failed but certain amount of brain damage can be recovered whilst being crippled physically cannot

 

[Aren]

Not to sound rude or insensitive but I can't say anything anymore I don't want to feel like I've k*lled you if you end up doing it, I apologize for being insensitive

You're on the right track and think things through is what I'm gonna say

I don't want to seem like suddenly I'm pro-life btw I'm not at all, fuck pro-lifers but I don't want to feel guilty I'm being selfish and I'm sorry

I also wanted to add Ik what it feels like being stuck in life, it's infuriating... you can't do anything about the circumstances that came and it feels suffocating

Good luck with everything that you wish for

I understand don't worry. You are right. Thank you for your messages, it helps just to be understood and discuss these topics

Every week i see a few posts from people here who have failed their PSH attempts but i never saw someone survive a jump from such a tall height. So i guess jumping is better

I count on it

It doesn't mean that they 100% died, it could mean that they ended up crippled and obviously can't access SaSu, PSH mostly gives brain damage if failed but certain amount of brain damage can be recovered whilst being crippled physically cannot

Yes it's true. For my place all articles mentions only death.

 

[LongJacks]

I understand don't worry. You are right. Thank you for your messages, it helps just to be understood and discuss these topics

I count on it

Yes it's true. For my place all articles mentions only death.

I wish you luck

 

[Aren]

I wish you luck

Thank you very much. Luck and courage