Dukey
Member
- Oct 6, 2025
- 7
After doing alot of research and looking into alot of different methods i have deceided to CTB with an opiod overdose.
Tried hanging could not pass out no matter how much i tried and didn't want to risk suffocating and suffering for 1-3 min with full suspension.
Carbon monoxide seemed risky with alot of variables some people even with carefull planning and doing everything right only to wake up with permanent brain damage.
Looking into SN but watched some videos of people dying this way and it seemed not peacefull or pleasent at all (foaming at the mouth, moaning in pain).
Don't want to jump since i'm scared of heights and leaves to much of a mess or might traumatize some innocent bystander.
Same goes for trains.
Can't get acces to firearms since i live in Europe.
been doing alot of research both on here and other sources of information and i decided to buy protonitazene a very strong opiod 2-4 times stronger than fentanyl which last 3-4 times as long together with benzos, been looking on darknet markets and found a few vendors selling protonitazene now i only have to look at reviews and which one is the most trustworthy/ships closest to me and i'm set.
Ofcourse i'm gonna test it first not sure what kind of test kit i should use but i'll figure that out, i have read that OD'ing on opiods has a low to moderate success rate and i don't believe that is true if you research a bit and actually prepare and go for overkill i think it's most likely closer to 95%
take it that a lethal dose of fentanyl is only 2mg (if you don't have any tolerence) taking like 500mg of protonitazene (which is 2 to 4 times stronger) together with like 1 gram of diazepam (benzo) i just don't see a way your surviving that without narcan or hospital intervention.
as of the ROA (route of administration) i'm probably gonna boof it (yes up my bum hole) since i have no experience using IV (intravenous) administration and i don't like needles all that much. Doing it orally has poor bioavailability and you might puke alot of it out. Boofing it has a slighty less potent effect as to administrating it with IV but only slightly (IV 100% while rectal administration around 50-90%).
Even taking the low end of that 50% i still would be getting 250 mg of the drug in my system which is more than 200x the lethal dose. and i will be taking 1 gram of diazepam as a failsafe it should not even be needed but it's there just in case.
Step by step.
• Fast for atleast 8 hours make sure your bowels are empty
• Clean bumhole with enema.
• Dissolve 500mg protonitazene in a tiny bit of water put water in syringe
• Take a small dose of diazepam for the nerves and anxiety
• Take the remaining of diazepam pills (around 1g crush till fine powder in a pestle)
• Dissolve crushed up benzos in a glass of water
• Have syringe and benzo drink at the ready
• Strip naked and put some lube on yo bum hole
• Drink the benzos
• Put syringe in bum hole about 1-2 cm deep and push down on the plunger
• Remove syringe get comfortable and clench buttcheeks
• After 5-10 min fall asleep and never wake up again
this seems as the most peacefull way to CTB, no pain you might even feel euphoric before you lose consciousness, you just fall asleep and never wake up again.
i know there are risks like brain damage but i have looked and alot of the cases where people got brain damage was because they got saved with narcan/hospital intervention, if you don't die from it and just ''wake up'' there is not much noteable lasting damage. Only danger lies in being ''saved'' when in the process of dying from respiratory depression.
If left alone and taking this high of a dose in combination with benzos death is almost guarenteed.
If your not a mutant like Ozzy Osbourne you're not surviving this.
Tried hanging could not pass out no matter how much i tried and didn't want to risk suffocating and suffering for 1-3 min with full suspension.
Carbon monoxide seemed risky with alot of variables some people even with carefull planning and doing everything right only to wake up with permanent brain damage.
Looking into SN but watched some videos of people dying this way and it seemed not peacefull or pleasent at all (foaming at the mouth, moaning in pain).
Don't want to jump since i'm scared of heights and leaves to much of a mess or might traumatize some innocent bystander.
Same goes for trains.
Can't get acces to firearms since i live in Europe.
been doing alot of research both on here and other sources of information and i decided to buy protonitazene a very strong opiod 2-4 times stronger than fentanyl which last 3-4 times as long together with benzos, been looking on darknet markets and found a few vendors selling protonitazene now i only have to look at reviews and which one is the most trustworthy/ships closest to me and i'm set.
Ofcourse i'm gonna test it first not sure what kind of test kit i should use but i'll figure that out, i have read that OD'ing on opiods has a low to moderate success rate and i don't believe that is true if you research a bit and actually prepare and go for overkill i think it's most likely closer to 95%
take it that a lethal dose of fentanyl is only 2mg (if you don't have any tolerence) taking like 500mg of protonitazene (which is 2 to 4 times stronger) together with like 1 gram of diazepam (benzo) i just don't see a way your surviving that without narcan or hospital intervention.
as of the ROA (route of administration) i'm probably gonna boof it (yes up my bum hole) since i have no experience using IV (intravenous) administration and i don't like needles all that much. Doing it orally has poor bioavailability and you might puke alot of it out. Boofing it has a slighty less potent effect as to administrating it with IV but only slightly (IV 100% while rectal administration around 50-90%).
Even taking the low end of that 50% i still would be getting 250 mg of the drug in my system which is more than 200x the lethal dose. and i will be taking 1 gram of diazepam as a failsafe it should not even be needed but it's there just in case.
Step by step.
• Fast for atleast 8 hours make sure your bowels are empty
• Clean bumhole with enema.
• Dissolve 500mg protonitazene in a tiny bit of water put water in syringe
• Take a small dose of diazepam for the nerves and anxiety
• Take the remaining of diazepam pills (around 1g crush till fine powder in a pestle)
• Dissolve crushed up benzos in a glass of water
• Have syringe and benzo drink at the ready
• Strip naked and put some lube on yo bum hole
• Drink the benzos
• Put syringe in bum hole about 1-2 cm deep and push down on the plunger
• Remove syringe get comfortable and clench buttcheeks
• After 5-10 min fall asleep and never wake up again
this seems as the most peacefull way to CTB, no pain you might even feel euphoric before you lose consciousness, you just fall asleep and never wake up again.
i know there are risks like brain damage but i have looked and alot of the cases where people got brain damage was because they got saved with narcan/hospital intervention, if you don't die from it and just ''wake up'' there is not much noteable lasting damage. Only danger lies in being ''saved'' when in the process of dying from respiratory depression.
If left alone and taking this high of a dose in combination with benzos death is almost guarenteed.
If your not a mutant like Ozzy Osbourne you're not surviving this.
