HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

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Apr 24, 2023
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I can't decide which option is better, I want my death to feel as close to sleeping as possible.
I think that snorting and eating some powder and then lying in my bed and drifting away would be more close to sleeping than to put a mask connected to a nitrogen cylinder to my mask.
But there is less information about this type of overdose than on nitrogen so i am worried how it would feel and if I could survive it.
 
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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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Interested to know this too, I have obtained the same drugs to attempt with. From those that have OD on fentanyl, most have said it's fairly peaceful if you combine with a heavy dose of benzos & some alcohol. So I hope it will be like that.

I can't make my mind up whether to snort the protonitazene or take it in enteric capsules which should only release in the lower intestine where theoretically they couldn't be vomited out. If I took them along with the bromazolam & a few grams of something like carisoprodol I would hopefully already be asleep by the time they release & it should be just like going to sleep and never waking up. I can't find much information on how much you need to take as zene opioids are apparently less bioavailable via the oral route.

Snorting the proto should mean you pass out very quickly as bioavailability is supposed to be much better intranasally compared to oral so any cocaine sized line (30-100mg) should be enough once sedated by the benzo. I really don't want to mess this up.

Regarding nitrogen, that method should've been peaceful & painless but it wasn't for me using SCBA mask. I felt suffocated so had to abandon it after spending £1300 putting the kit together.
 
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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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How fast exactly?

Why not as much as a nostril can absorb?
Should be less than two minutes. A normal size line should be enough but feel free to snort as much as you want, no harm in overkill for ctb purposes.
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
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Should be less than two minutes. A normal size line should be enough but feel free to snort as much as you want, no harm in overkill for ctb purposes.
Then I can lie in bed after snorting, should I snort directly after eating the bromazolam?
 
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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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Then I can lie in bed after snorting, should I snort directly after eating the bromazolam?
Give it 15-30 minutes for the bromazolam to take effect. Once you feel sedation from it then snort.
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
Give it 15-30 minutes for the bromazolam to take effect. Once you feel sedation from it then snort.
If I eat one gram of bromazolam I think I would be too numb to snort anything
No idea, just showing my favoritism method for my own demise
I mean you need to have some reasons why you choose your method.
 
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Glandular

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Mar 23, 2023
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My method will be Nitrogen using SCBA. It seems to me the most peaceful and painless option. You'll be unconscious in just a few breaths and your body is not even aware that there is no oxygen anymore. Then it is just a matter of minutes until you're gone. I could never poison myself and then wait until it's over.
 
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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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If I eat one gram of bromazolam I think I would be too numb to snort anything
No need to take as much as that, you'll black out or pass out. Just take enough to sedate you, 20mg is probably more than enough.
My method will be Nitrogen using SCBA. It seems to me the most peaceful and painless option. You'll be unconscious in just a few breaths and your body is not even aware that there is no oxygen anymore. Then it is just a matter of minutes until you're gone. I could never poison myself and then wait until it's over.
That was my hope using this method but even after 7-8 breaths I was very much still conscious & aware that I wasn't getting oxygen.
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
No need to take as much as that, you'll black out or pass out. Just take enough to sedate you, 20mg is probably more than enough.
Why do I have to wait for the benzo to kick in anyway instead of snorting the opioid after taking the benzo?
And wouldn't 1 gram of bromazolam be very good to induce sleep?
I could never poison myself and then wait until it's over.
Depends if the drugs that are used are painful.
 
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Sparx

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Jan 4, 2023
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Why do I have to wait for the benzo to kick in anyway instead of snorting the opioid after taking the benzo?
And wouldn't 1 gram of bromazolam be very good to induce sleep?
I'm only passing on what I've been told by people that know a lot about opioid OD. You have to be sedated first to make it peaceful/painless.

1 gram of bromaz might make you fall asleep almost immediately. Just take a small dose first then take the rest along with the proto 15-30 minutes later.
 

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