so I've had suicidal thought for a years now, my biggest fear factor always was turning into a vegetable (getting brain damaged and survive)
so before I find this place the best method I found for reliably and fast + painlessly go out was 1- using carbon monoxide that I create using formic acid + sulfuric acid ( can't rely on exhaust and stuff like that)
but my fear with carbon monoxide is that I might kill other people in the house (either by the CO itself or harm them by sulfuric acid or ...)
although IMO cyanide is the best option out there, I can not reliably find it and buy it so its not an option
but finding this place today, I was shocked... only today I found out about SN and I searched around and I think I can buy it online but I was wondering :
what are they pros and cons of taking SN? (considering priority to be painless exit and not being harmful towards others )
are the Antiemetics 100% needed? I'm around 110KG in weight and 185cm in height, I rarely ever vomit and have a strong stomach.
oh and 1 more thing, what is the max dosage I can eat? because the reason I say I have a strong stomach is because I once ate around 100 pills of xanax (no alcohol sadly) and I just slept a whole day and I was sleep walking (and talking!) too that day so it was just weird but no throwing up or anything so
so before I find this place the best method I found for reliably and fast + painlessly go out was 1- using carbon monoxide that I create using formic acid + sulfuric acid ( can't rely on exhaust and stuff like that)
but my fear with carbon monoxide is that I might kill other people in the house (either by the CO itself or harm them by sulfuric acid or ...)
although IMO cyanide is the best option out there, I can not reliably find it and buy it so its not an option
but finding this place today, I was shocked... only today I found out about SN and I searched around and I think I can buy it online but I was wondering :
what are they pros and cons of taking SN? (considering priority to be painless exit and not being harmful towards others )
are the Antiemetics 100% needed? I'm around 110KG in weight and 185cm in height, I rarely ever vomit and have a strong stomach.
oh and 1 more thing, what is the max dosage I can eat? because the reason I say I have a strong stomach is because I once ate around 100 pills of xanax (no alcohol sadly) and I just slept a whole day and I was sleep walking (and talking!) too that day so it was just weird but no throwing up or anything so
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