LifeDestroyedMe

LifeDestroyedMe

Antipsychotics ruined my life.
Jul 19, 2023
44
I swear so many pro lifers and people who say dont kill yourself assume your problems are temporary. And that it gets better. This is far from the truth. For some people it's impossible for things to improve. Like for those with terminal illnesses or brain damage. Ending your life and suffering should be legal it makes me sick it isn't. Just venting. I hate being told it will be okay when I know with certainty it won't.
I'm 22 with brain damage and I'm in absolute misery that I need to end my life without assistance or live many many years in pure suffering. Worlds fucked up.
 
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𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂𖣂𖣂.

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May 26, 2023
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Agreed even family is cruel
 
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cloakedbear

cloakedbear

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Jul 28, 2023
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yeah, they essentially just think in black and white and are very aggressive about their approaches. they usually are under the assumption that people haven't already exhausted every option.
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
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I swear so many pro lifers and people who say dont kill yourself assume your problems are temporary. And that it gets better. This is far from the truth. For some people it's impossible for things to improve. Like for those with terminal illnesses or brain damage. Ending your life and suffering should be legal it makes me sick it isn't. Just venting. I hate being told it will be okay when I know with certainty it won't.
I'm 22 with brain damage and I'm in absolute misery that I need to end my life without assistance or live many many years in pure suffering. Worlds fucked up.
Hello harry,

I'm so sorry to hear what you've endured.
For ignorance or potential indifference of pro-lifers, I think I can relate to you.
If I met a pro-lifer who insists zero suicide is achievable, I would throw this poem on them:

Hello self-righteous pro-lifers,
You preach at us, in frustration.
You can't see the weight what we carry,
And our sense of alienation.

If you want to feel you are righteous,
And your shining virtue to be shown,
Do something else, leave us alone -
Your act is just plain pernicious!

Meds, psych wards and, yes, lobotomy -
I'd call them Grand Theft Autonomy!

Sorry for hijacking your thread and thanks for reading 🙏

Brain damage is terrifying - I hope your life will be a bit less unbearable 💙💛
 
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LifeDestroyedMe

LifeDestroyedMe

Antipsychotics ruined my life.
Jul 19, 2023
44
Hello harry,

I'm so sorry to hear what you've endured.
For ignorance or potential indifference of pro-lifers, I think I can relate to you.
If I met a pro-lifer who insists zero suicide is achievable, I would throw this poem on them:

Hello self-righteous pro-lifers,
You preach at us, in frustration.
You can't see the weight what we carry,
And our sense of alienation.

If you want to feel you are righteous,
And your shining virtue to be shown,
Do something else, leave us alone -
Your act is just plain pernicious!

Meds, psych wards and, yes, lobotomy -
I'd call them Grand Theft Autonomy!

Sorry for hijacking your thread and thanks for reading 🙏

Brain damage is terrifying - I hope your life will be a bit less unbearable 💙💛
Thanks for your response. The lobotomy but hit me hard. That's what happened to me
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,531
It's so incredibly inhumane how dignified and peaceful suicide methods are blocked by the society. I'm sorry you have to go through this awful suffering. I hope you find peace!
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,786
Thanks for your response. The lobotomy but hit me hard. That's what happened to me
Thanks for your reply 🙏
And I'm sorry for my ignorance... I thought lobotomies are no longer used.

If you are comfortable with, please tell us why did you got such an invasive treatment?
(It's very personal so not telling it is okay.)

No matter what pro-lifers say, your suffering is genuine and you shouldn't be told "it gets better" by anybody. Given that you have permanent brain damage, it's downright offensive.

I wish you peace 💙💛
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really horrible what you have to endure, I hope you eventually find freedom from your torture, I just find it replusive how such a thing as pro-life exists in this world where there is endless potential to suffer. No matter what anybody says nobody is obligated to continue existing here, we all deserve the option of a way to leave in peace, to me it's criminal how we are denied that.
 
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アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
I agree with you. This world is truly a mess, instead of considering people's problems and how it affects them horribly on a daily basis they instead insist on us staying alive, banning any peaceful method. Even friends and family still aimlessly tell us that things will get better instead of truly stepping into our shoes and try to realize all the suffering we have to endure every day. In addition, its sickening how everyone berates us with their platitudes saying that things will get better when they don't understand that they truly won't.
 
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Professor K

Professor K

your eyes vacant and stained
Feb 9, 2023
225
They have never experienced what you experience...
...
Therefore it can't be valid.
 
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SolomonKado

SolomonKado

This is taking too long…
Jul 4, 2023
424
I agree. This world is run by people who say they are "Pro-Life."

In all honesty this world is run by people who need all of us to live. We are best used as slaves to keep their system running. Like 9-5 jobs. It's just to keep it flowing and keep the money flowing into their pockets.

You're either running it or being ran by it. That's why they want suicide to be illegal. If they were truly pro life they would put more effort into making the problems in our lives less of a problem.

They need us with mental problems so they can sell us their medications. The medical system isn't perfect, but it's perfect to keep us coming back with money.

I sorry to keep saying "they", but it means anyone who's running this place. We all see it and accept it.

Do you see another "Civil-War" ever happening in a place like the US? Not every part of the US is filled with Consumers with deep pockets.

Our homeless system is getting bigger and some are trying their best to get out from under the thumb of the government. Say you have a loving family and then the father dies. The mother now has to get a job to support 3 kids with no skills because she was a housewife. Stuff happens and people fall through the cracks all the time….sorry for my rant…I just hate this world so much.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,357
Thanks for your reply 🙏
And I'm sorry for my ignorance... I thought lobotomies are no longer used.

If you are comfortable with, please tell us why did you got such an invasive treatment?
(It's very personal so not telling it is okay.)

No matter what pro-lifers say, your suffering is genuine and you shouldn't be told "it gets better" by anybody. Given that you have permanent brain damage, it's downright offensive.

I wish you peace 💙💛
Chemical lobotomy from neurotoxix medications.
 
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Doz

Doz

Gloom and DOOM
Aug 15, 2023
41
Worst part is how we are told we are selfish for wanting to ctb yet their reasonings are always about how it would affect other people with no regards to how you feel.
 
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