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OmgDudeWhatNoWay

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How effective would Reese's chocolate candy be good for washing away the bitter taste of N? Should I just have it all melt in my mouth then spit it out afterwards or would it be okay to just consume it all after N goes down first? I don't know if the peanut butter will adversely affect with N. They're also Reese's mini cups, so I might take 2 or something, maybe even 3 if the taste isn't going away.
 
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Anyone? Please. I plan to do it tomorrow morning. I read that someone who miraculously survived had trouble getting rid of N's taste with chocolate, so I'm wondering if the peanut butter from Reese's will help a lot more. I don't need any goodbyes, I just want an answer. Everything else is irrelevant. Please.
 
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Sorry. I don't know. I'll bump your thread.
 
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WhiteRabbit

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I don't think many people here have tasted N.
 
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I don't think many people here have tasted N.
Lol, true. I'm just hoping someone who's more knowledgeable in the science of these things would be able to tell me. I read the N files and they recommended chocolate or some type of ice cream, forgot what it was called. I decided to opt for chocolate instead, but I also read that someone on here had a lot of trouble getting rid of N's taste with chocolate, so I'm wondering if peanut butter would help with that. I don't wanna puke this up, since this is my only chance, and I'm on my last remaining money.
 
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It doesn't have to be chocolate. I'm planning to suck on a lemon or lime, kind of like a tequila shot. lol
 
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lifeisbutadream

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I think coating your mouth with honey first might be better.

I've tasted powdered n. I didn't think it was as bad as they say, just something like crushed aspirin. I found the acrid odor to be the worst.
 
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OmgDudeWhatNoWay

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May 27, 2019
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I think coating your mouth with honey first might be better.

I've tasted powdered n. I didn't think it was as bad as they say, just something like crushed aspirin. I found the acrid odor to be the worst.
Just bought Nate's honey off Amazon. I'm gonna take N inside my car in an interior parking lot. I'm gonna slip the N beneath my car's tire so I don't have to smell it. I think that's that.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Just bought Nate's honey off Amazon. I'm gonna take N inside my car in an interior parking lot. I'm gonna slip the N beneath my car's tire so I don't have to smell it. I think that's that.


Slip it beneath the tire? I don't understand.
 
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Slip it beneath the tire? I don't understand.
I forgot to mention that I'm going to take N inside my car, then exit my car and place the bottle beneath my car, so I don't have to smell it, but also so others don't see it. I don't want the smell from the bottle to linger in my car. When the police find my body, they likely won't see the bottle until after they tow the car.
 
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I forgot to mention that I'm going to take N inside my car, then exit my car and place the bottle beneath my car, so I don't have to smell it, but also so others don't see it. I don't want the smell from the bottle to linger in my car. When the police find my body, they likely won't see the bottle until after they tow the car.


Is it the liquid n? I dont know if that smells too. Mine was powder. I think i had to get very close to mine to smell it, like when it was dusting up. I dont think it carried far. And will u be able to do all that u have planned without co!llapsing outside your car?
 
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I don't know how good the chocolate is or how bad the taste of N is. I want you to know that some types of mouthwashes numb the taste. I was prescribed medical ones for bleeding gums. The mouthwash lasts for +12 hours. When I wake up and eat breakfast in the morning I don't taste anything
 
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raghu1977

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Jan 29, 2022
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I've tried liquid N. Its bitter and alcoholic. Not very pleasant but not disgusting either.

My plan is to start an anti-emetic treatment and wash down the N with some coke. I do have neotame but I think that is not necessary. As for smell - i did not really notice anything.
 
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Is it the liquid n? I dont know if that smells too. Mine was powder. I think i had to get very close to mine to smell it, like when it was dusting up. I dont think it carried far. And will u be able to do all that u have planned without co!llapsing outside your car?
Oh yea, mine is liquid. Never knew there was a powder variant. Does ingested N kick in that fast? I was planning to drink it in the car, quickly go out and place the bottle beneath the car and go back inside.
 
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dreadpirateroberts69

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Nov 4, 2021
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Someone who tasted it actually said that they coated their mouth in pb beforehand, and that that helped. But I'm not sure if eating a peanut butter cup afterward would do much for you, to be honest. I have not opened my N and don't intend to until the day comes.
I don't know how good the chocolate is or how bad the taste of N is. I want you to know that some types of mouthwashes numb the taste. I was prescribed medical ones for bleeding gums. The mouthwash lasts for +12 hours. When I wake up and eat breakfast in the morning I don't taste anything
What brand of mouthwash is this? Can it be bought over the counter?
I don't think you'll have time for that. People are unconscious in minutes. I'd pour the N in a different container and rid yourself of the bottles entirely, if you're looking to at least hide how you died. Maybe have lysol wipes on hand to wipe out the container you drink from. I'd recline my car seat a bit too, but that is just me.

From what I have read of experiences here, big men were out cold in 2 or 3 minutes
Yeah, I wouldn't risk it. You could collapse outside your car and possibly even be saved and thrown in psych jail...
 
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Someone who tasted it actually said that they coated their mouth in pb beforehand, and that that helped. But I'm not sure if eating a peanut butter cup afterward would do much for you, to be honest. I have not opened my N and don't intend to until the day comes.

What brand of mouthwash is this? Can it be bought over the counter?

Yeah, I wouldn't risk it. You could collapse outside your car and possibly even be saved and thrown in psych jail...
it is prescription only. There might be similar OTC options but the results may not be the same.

You can ask your dental hygienist for one during your cleaning appointment. You can say that your gums bleed when you floss and you want prescription for strong gums mouthwash that can be used in a waterpik!

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it is prescription only. There might be similar OTC options but the results may not be the same.

You can ask your dental hygienist for one during your cleaning appointment. You can say that your gums bleed when you floss and you want prescription for strong gums mouthwash that can be used in a waterpik!
Thank you, this is good to know! I am due for an appointment soon so I will have to ask then.
 
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GentleJerk

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Dec 14, 2021
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Sure, peanut butter chocolate is good enough. Anything sweet and yummy would be.

Here is an old erowid experience report from the barbiturates vault, with a recreational N user. He recommends some sort of lemony drink. I don't pay too much attention to his claim about the extreme bad taste, as the N he is using has a different description to D's N. And many people have taste tested D's N to confirm it is not as horrible as most people think it is.


My only advice would be, if you are drinking more N than a recreational dose, be finished with your chocolate within a minute or two. It would not be ideal to begin losing consciousness with a mouthful of food or drink.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
798
Sure, peanut butter chocolate is good enough. Anything sweet and yummy would be.

Here is an old erowid experience report from the barbiturates vault, with a recreational N user. He recommends some sort of lemony drink. I don't pay too much attention to his claim about the extreme bad taste, as the N he is using has a different description to D's N. And many people have taste tested D's N to confirm it is not as horrible as most people think it is.


My only advice would be, if you are drinking more N than a recreational dose, be finished with your chocolate within a minute or two. It would not be ideal to begin losing consciousness with a mouthful of food or drink.


A recreational dose of n?
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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There used to be a video on YouTube from that assisted suicide place in Switzerland where they gave a woman chocolate after she drank the pentobarbital, so I think it will be ok.
Also as others have said, it would be better if you didn't have to get out of the car. Even if you could hide it under the seat quickly or in between the cushions that it's not found right away. Or like others have said pour it into another bottle. Though a smaller bottle will be easier to hide.
Still gonna wish you peace. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:

P.S. Fallujah is awesome.
How effective would Reese's chocolate candy be good for washing away the bitter taste of N? Should I just have it all melt in my mouth then spit it out afterwards or would it be okay to just consume it all after N goes down first? I don't know if the peanut butter will adversely affect with N. They're also Reese's mini cups, so I might take 2 or something, maybe even 3 if the taste isn't going away.
 
GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
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A recreational dose of n?
Yes. Euthanasia is not it's only purpose. It was once prescribed as a medication for anxiety, insomnia, and a range of other things. The famous "yellow jackets" sold on the streets in the 1970's were in fact N in a pill. It was widely used as a recreational drug.
 
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Yes. Euthanasia is not it's only purpose. It was once prescribed as a medication for anxiety, insomnia, and a range of other things. The famous "yellow jackets" sold on the streets in the 1970's were in fact N in a pill. It was widely used as a recreational drug.


I know it was used as a sleeping pill, but what was its recreational function? It just puts you to sleep doesn't it?
 
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Ta555

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Aug 31, 2021
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I've tried liquid N. Its bitter and alcoholic. Not very pleasant but not disgusting either.

My plan is to start an anti-emetic treatment and wash down the N with some coke. I do have neotame but I think that is not necessary. As for smell - i did not really notice anything.
The coke after the N or together?
Sure, peanut butter chocolate is good enough. Anything sweet and yummy would be.

Here is an old erowid experience report from the barbiturates vault, with a recreational N user. He recommends some sort of lemony drink. I don't pay too much attention to his claim about the extreme bad taste, as the N he is using has a different description to D's N. And many people have taste tested D's N to confirm it is not as horrible as most people think it is.


My only advice would be, if you are drinking more N than a recreational dose, be finished with your chocolate within a minute or two. It would not be ideal to begin losing consciousness with a mouthful of food or drink.
So you can swallow the chocolate after drinking the N?
 
GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
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I know it was used as a sleeping pill, but what was its recreational function? It just puts you to sleep doesn't it?
Recreational use... You know, for enjoyment, amusement, to feel good, pleasure, fun, etc. All that.

It would only put you to sleep at higher doses. Barbs are the original "chill-pills", before the benzos were discovered.

So you can swallow the chocolate after drinking the N?
Yeah, before it kicks in. it doesn't kick in instantly, it takes a few minutes.
 
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