laydownandrot
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- Jan 18, 2026
- 38
As my first foray into experimenting with drugs, I ordered pregabalin off of a grey market a little while ago to help with anxiety, and this drug is perfect. I quickly found out that beyond its anti-anxiety effects it provided a great cognitive euphoria with minimal harmful side effects and a long tolerance window. It makes me feel genuinely happy, and I forget about wanting to dangle from a rope for a while.
I used it to manage for my school's formal and it entirely eliminated any anxiety I would have had otherwise. Unfortunately it didn't cure my complete social fucking retardation and I was still awkward around my date and I still feel like shit for it as I write about it now. I don't know exactly what I wanted or expected from that night but it feels like a wasted opportunity.
I used it to manage for my school's formal and it entirely eliminated any anxiety I would have had otherwise. Unfortunately it didn't cure my complete social fucking retardation and I was still awkward around my date and I still feel like shit for it as I write about it now. I don't know exactly what I wanted or expected from that night but it feels like a wasted opportunity.
