Outsidelessness
Zero is immense
- Feb 13, 2023
- 55
Well, my life will soon come to an end. So I will finally spit my shit here.
Imagine having had a happy relationship that gets constantly defined as abusive, where people get rewarded and praised for convincing you that you were raped.
If you're critical and still don't want to die, or have a reputation to uphold, don't respond to this thread. Don't interact with it, don't speak to me, I only want people who have nothing left to lose to speak here. I only want people to spill their true conceptions of how the world works in full honesty; we need the advice of those who have nothing left. I don't even give a fuck about this being too cohesive because I know for a fact that anyone worth their salt to anyone else will not fucking respond, some spineless people will even come here and tell me that I was abused just to garner moral points. I only want to say one thing: this isn't a difficult idea to understand. Only people who have nothing are allowed to disagree. I don't care.
We've completely lost meaning on what abuse truly is anymore, and we've continually worshipped the impotent traditional means of managing problematic relationships when these limiting AoC laws simply don't fucking work; abusive psychopaths will always curb the law in the most creative ways you can think, and there are so many false positives for what it's worth. There are many people who have stretched my experiences (including CSA victims), shoved things into my mouth, told me that I "don't understand", as if these people are convinced I developed a stockholm syndrome. There are so many people out there with this incessant grooming panic that intensifies itself by social fearmongering. What gives me so much emotional distress about it is that it proposes itself as being primarily concerned for the well-being of children when that only comes secondary. It's a masked, superficial and simulative concern that runs its course as a cultural virus. The more you think about it, the more you realized how it's made things worse, the more you realize how utterly fucking mad and lost everyone is about this, the deeper you realize that you can only say nothing. We will all notice the elephant in the room and let it stay. Not a concern for children first, but a defensive mask first.
I have no valuable reputation to uphold, I will assassinate every FUCKING lie said about these ethical relationships until I die. Everyone has seen it happen: If anyone expresses any opinion that deviates from the primary conceptions of "[age threshold] = abuse no matter what happens", they are completely unsafe in society. It's an actual fucking worm that infects anyone who even has a few friends, anyone who even has a public presence to uphold. We are no longer defining what abuse is holistically, we are no longer attempting to mitigate a whats considered to be a problematic dynamic, we are going to keep this impotent law and use it as a moral reference for absolutely every situation that falls under it! The relationship I had was nearly identical to the relationships I've had as an adult, with the only difference being age. He didn't fucking beat me, he didn't extort my nudes, he didn't force me to do anything, he was literally nothing but nice to me. You expect me to believe you when you say I was abused? Fuck you. It's so INSANE to me that everyone just has a moral reward system to uphold this stupid fucking delusion that I am a CSA victim. Everyone has to make assumptions that my dysfunctional behavior was from my relationship when there's worse experiences and other conditions I have.
These will be my last words:
When will the lies stop?
This intense cultural procession of forcing people to believe they were raped, while allowing for more to suffer at the same time, all in the name of keeping the social position; it just unravels the sheer morbidity of how far the madness of humanity can come. It's the deepest horror that's probably the biggest reason why I want to leave.
Once you see it, you can't undo the sight. And once you articulate it, you are gone.
Imagine having had a happy relationship that gets constantly defined as abusive, where people get rewarded and praised for convincing you that you were raped.
If you're critical and still don't want to die, or have a reputation to uphold, don't respond to this thread. Don't interact with it, don't speak to me, I only want people who have nothing left to lose to speak here. I only want people to spill their true conceptions of how the world works in full honesty; we need the advice of those who have nothing left. I don't even give a fuck about this being too cohesive because I know for a fact that anyone worth their salt to anyone else will not fucking respond, some spineless people will even come here and tell me that I was abused just to garner moral points. I only want to say one thing: this isn't a difficult idea to understand. Only people who have nothing are allowed to disagree. I don't care.
We've completely lost meaning on what abuse truly is anymore, and we've continually worshipped the impotent traditional means of managing problematic relationships when these limiting AoC laws simply don't fucking work; abusive psychopaths will always curb the law in the most creative ways you can think, and there are so many false positives for what it's worth. There are many people who have stretched my experiences (including CSA victims), shoved things into my mouth, told me that I "don't understand", as if these people are convinced I developed a stockholm syndrome. There are so many people out there with this incessant grooming panic that intensifies itself by social fearmongering. What gives me so much emotional distress about it is that it proposes itself as being primarily concerned for the well-being of children when that only comes secondary. It's a masked, superficial and simulative concern that runs its course as a cultural virus. The more you think about it, the more you realized how it's made things worse, the more you realize how utterly fucking mad and lost everyone is about this, the deeper you realize that you can only say nothing. We will all notice the elephant in the room and let it stay. Not a concern for children first, but a defensive mask first.
I have no valuable reputation to uphold, I will assassinate every FUCKING lie said about these ethical relationships until I die. Everyone has seen it happen: If anyone expresses any opinion that deviates from the primary conceptions of "[age threshold] = abuse no matter what happens", they are completely unsafe in society. It's an actual fucking worm that infects anyone who even has a few friends, anyone who even has a public presence to uphold. We are no longer defining what abuse is holistically, we are no longer attempting to mitigate a whats considered to be a problematic dynamic, we are going to keep this impotent law and use it as a moral reference for absolutely every situation that falls under it! The relationship I had was nearly identical to the relationships I've had as an adult, with the only difference being age. He didn't fucking beat me, he didn't extort my nudes, he didn't force me to do anything, he was literally nothing but nice to me. You expect me to believe you when you say I was abused? Fuck you. It's so INSANE to me that everyone just has a moral reward system to uphold this stupid fucking delusion that I am a CSA victim. Everyone has to make assumptions that my dysfunctional behavior was from my relationship when there's worse experiences and other conditions I have.
These will be my last words:
When will the lies stop?
This intense cultural procession of forcing people to believe they were raped, while allowing for more to suffer at the same time, all in the name of keeping the social position; it just unravels the sheer morbidity of how far the madness of humanity can come. It's the deepest horror that's probably the biggest reason why I want to leave.
Once you see it, you can't undo the sight. And once you articulate it, you are gone.
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