Potential goodbye

[zooweee]

I feel very not in control right now and impulsive. I mean I have things to live for but I was such a bad kid in my past that it haunts me every day and I feel less human than everyone. I might attempt tonight, if so and if it is successful goodbye. This site helped me see that this topic wasn't as scary and taboo and others made it seem and the advice I got from others meant a lot to me, as well as reading your guys stories. I feel guilty and attention seeking cuz my best friend is in the hospital for an attempt right now and she will probably feel even worse after finding out about me and my sisters birthday is next week but the pain is unbearable. It's been unbearable for too long. Bye bye

 

[Pale_Rider]

I was also always in trouble. If you asked somebody they would have said I wasn't a bad kid. In reality I had a bad parent. In fact I had a terrible parent. I just wanted to say maybe you should talk to your freind first?

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I'm so sorry you are feeling desperate. Please make sure your attempt isn't premature and unreliable. Whatever path you take I hope you're released from all the pain

 

[zooweee]

I was also always in trouble. If you asked somebody they would have said I wasn't a bad kid. In reality I had a bad parent. In fact I had a terrible parent. I just wanted to say maybe you should talk to your freind first?

I've talked to my friend about it lots but she's in the psych ward right now for a suicide attempt