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Sammyweevil

Sammyweevil

Dumb dog
Mar 30, 2026
50
Hey guys, this is my 3rd day inside the psychward today.. Im worried about posting here because they may take my phone if they find out..
The day I came in, I found out one of my childhood friends has unadded me everywhere, so im a bit of a mess.
It's not too awful here, im being diagnosed with bpd.
Part of me just wants to get out now so I could ctb.. I would have been able to already if I wasn't taken here.. :(
 
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hiding the roses

hiding the roses

wwx
Mar 29, 2026
41
Bpd is very manageable with therapy, meds, and dbt. I was diagnosed pretty early on, so I understand your struggle. Bpd can ruin a life, but i hope for you!!
 
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Sammyweevil

Sammyweevil

Dumb dog
Mar 30, 2026
50
Bpd is very manageable with therapy, meds, and dbt. I was diagnosed pretty early on, so I understand your struggle. Bpd can ruin a life, but i hope for you!!
Thank you! I appreciate it. Im hoping it goes ok for me
 
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sadbh

sadbh

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Apr 4, 2026
260
Bpd is very manageable with therapy, meds, and dbt. I was diagnosed pretty early on, so I understand your struggle. Bpd can ruin a life, but i hope for you!!
Can you speak more on what meds/therapy helped you? Did you attend a DBT course?
 
hiding the roses

hiding the roses

wwx
Mar 29, 2026
41
Can you speak more on what meds/therapy helped you? Did you attend a DBT course?
Meds were just usual mood blockers similar to antidepressants. DBT was much longer and deeper. Individual one on one with someone, mostly with a bit of group activity, depending on the facility. Talking, meditation, mindfulness really. I cant remember most of my life at this point lol but I do remember it does help, even if it seems lackluster. Talking about your emotions and finding how to prevent your split comes in handy.
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
727
Hey guys, this is my 3rd day inside the psychward today.. Im worried about posting here because they may take my phone if they find out..
The day I came in, I found out one of my childhood friends has unadded me everywhere, so im a bit of a mess.
It's not too awful here, im being diagnosed with bpd.
Part of me just wants to get out now so I could ctb.. I would have been able to already if I wasn't taken here.. :(
i guess with bpd you can't easily fake it till you make it.
usueally show wanted behavior for a few weeks and ya out.

they aint got capcity or time to really babyshit.
but with bpd it gets a bit harder for sure.

good luck tho
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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Hi, how are you doing, it's been a few days (and I couldn't find a reply elsewhere about whether u even got out).

Hopefully ur time there was/is reasonable.
 
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Sammyweevil

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Mar 30, 2026
50
Hi, how are you doing, it's been a few days (and I couldn't find a reply elsewhere about whether u even got out).

Hopefully ur time there was/is reasonable.
I got out a few days ago! Thanks for checking.
I wasn't active here because I was doing much better..
This is my first time opening the site since I got let out, because Im not feeling very good.

Thank you for checking in though!!
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
2,384
I got out a few days ago! Thanks for checking.
I wasn't active here because I was doing much better..
This is my first time opening the site since I got let out, because Im not feeling very good.

Thank you for checking in though!!
glad ur feeling better :3
np ^^
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
727
I got out a few days ago! Thanks for checking.
I wasn't active here because I was doing much better..
This is my first time opening the site since I got let out, because Im not feeling very good.

Thank you for checking in though!!
FREEEEEEEEDOMMMMMMM

what happend that you not feel good?
 
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AnonymousCat1

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Apr 17, 2026
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I got out a few days ago! Thanks for checking.
I wasn't active here because I was doing much better..
This is my first time opening the site since I got let out, because Im not feeling very good.

Thank you for checking in though!!
Glad you're doing better!
 
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