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VolatilePotato

VolatilePotato

BPD, boohooman
Feb 22, 2020
69
First dose in. It was pretty fucking salty, but nothing too terrible. Heart rate is raised, slight stomach pain and headache but nothing horrible. Gonna have a few sips of regular water. I'd say the worst thing is the raised heart rate.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,438
I hope you are able to find peace. :hug: You are not obligated to keep us updated. Whatever you feel comfortable doing. :hug:
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
Why are you taking in multiple doses? I'm not familiar with this. Anyone can explain? Any way, I wish you peace!
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,438
Why are you taking in multiple doses? I'm not familiar with this. Anyone can explain? Any way, I wish you peace!
I think some people have a few doses ready in case they vomit any up.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
I hope he got his peace.
 
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William Barker

William Barker

Experienced
Mar 25, 2020
216
I'm sorry I missed your final moments. I could have offered some kind words to you.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
I hoping you find peace and rest.....whatever the outcome..... BPD is tough, that i know...
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Last seen: 28 minutes ago. You can hear us no longer, however hope your last moments before passing out were peaceful. And now let the wind of love surround you on your final journey! :hug:
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
I've been playing your playlist since you posted ❤️
 
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Deathbydemo

Mage
Feb 15, 2020
518
I hope you found peace. ❤️
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
RIP :heart:
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
876
Go gently my friend
 
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dxsxrdxr

Member
Apr 10, 2020
13
RIP

Can someone tell me if SN is quiet enough? I mean while dying with SN is there a lot of noise?
 
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William Barker

William Barker

Experienced
Mar 25, 2020
216
Everyone seems to believe it's peaceful enough, whether you follow a Regiment, or just the SN with headache pills and tums.

Seems you get drowsy very quickly, so unless you panic, it should be a relatively quiet and peaceful way to ctb.

Hard to say about the death rattle, so I suggest maybe having the tv on or some music, just don't overdo it and draw attention to yourself.
 
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dxsxrdxr

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Apr 10, 2020
13
Everyone seems to believe it's peaceful enough, whether you follow a Regiment, or just the SN with headache pills and tums.

Seems you get drowsy very quickly, so unless you panic, it should be a relatively quiet and peaceful way to ctb.

Hard to say about the death rattle, so I suggest maybe having the tv on or some music, just don't overdo it and draw attention to yourself.

Fuck that is the problem
No need to be found
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
Goodbye poor soul
May you have your peace
 
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theguineapigking

theguineapigking

Useless piece of trash
Dec 5, 2019
593
I truly hope you found peace. If not, you're always more than welcome to pm me again!

(I was pm him and he went incognito, so I didn't know if he went back inside to take sn.)

Best wishes.
 
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OnlyBuilt4Linxs

Member
Apr 16, 2020
36
RIP :heart:
sad it had to come to this. may you rest in peace
 
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cappuccinogirl

Experienced
Aug 11, 2018
245
Wishing them peace and new happy life.
Does anyone know them?
 
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bpdandme

Experienced
Feb 3, 2020
239
I hope you have found peace:heart:
 
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ready 2 go

done with life
Apr 16, 2020
50
Fly high my friend :heart:
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
VP, I pray that you have safely and peacefully arrived at a place of grace and beauty.
We love you.

:heart: :heart:
 
Arisa

Arisa

Clinging onto every ounce of hope
Feb 23, 2020
46
RIP... hope you find your peace on the other side ♡
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
I am happy for you it seemed peaceful. So no final struggle, just a peaceful goodbye with a smile on your face. :smiling:
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Hope you found peace
 
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InterstateFlowers

Experienced
Apr 16, 2020
236
RIP

Have a safe trip, friend :heart:
 
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InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
With a heavy heart I must share @VolatilePotato's obituary. Found his name based on the playlist he posted on another thread.

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MinnesotaSadness

Member
Apr 21, 2020
9
Holy shit he was a Minnesotan! RIP. Life truly isn't meant to be enjoyed by everyone. I just hope whatever comes after death is not as bad as life..
 
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MotherOfCats

Member
Apr 23, 2020
81
With a heavy heart I must share @VolatilePotato's obituary. Found his name based on the playlist he posted on another thread.
I don't mean to come across rude, I'm just asking a question. Is it appropriate that we link his "anonymous" online posts to his real name? I assume these posts were shared under the assumption that no one could link them back to him? Or had he already made his identity known and I've misread the situation?
I'm just saying that I wouldn't feel comfortable with people linking my name to this account after I ctb. I wouldn't want my family reading some of the things I've posted.
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
I don't mean to come across rude, I'm just asking a question. Is it appropriate that we link his "anonymous" online posts to his real name? I assume these posts were shared under the assumption that no one could link them back to him? Or had he already made his identity known and I've misread the situation?
I'm just saying that I wouldn't feel comfortable with people linking my name to this account after I ctb. I wouldn't want my family reading some of the things I've posted.
Good point. I've removed the link from my post. Suggest you do the same since you quoted me
 
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