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howunfortunateforme

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Im so sorry to keep asking questions but I'm considering doing this tonight. If you take benzos and then sn wnat is the likely hood of you falling off bed (making noise) would it be better to take a bunch of benzos drink sn and lay on floor Instead? Thank you. It's my time.
 
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howunfortunateforme

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Anyone?
 
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I guess you could just lay on the floor and it would solve the issue- I dunno qwq
 
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howunfortunateforme

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Fucking caved and ate after fasting all day In preparation like a fucking pussy
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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give yourself some grace 🤍 this isn't easy. we're here for you.
 
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howunfortunateforme

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give yourself some grace 🤍 this isn't easy. we're here for you.
Yoire like the nicest person. Now I'm so mad for eating and ruining it. I feel like nighttime would be easier. I'm never alone and don't have many options.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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If it were me, I would lie on the floor and make sure nothing is in the way that I might kick or knock over. 🤗
 
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Yoire like the nicest person. Now I'm so mad for eating and ruining it. I feel like nighttime would be easier. I'm never alone and don't have many options.
it's gonna sound silly but you're far from the first person to struggle with the fasting portion. day of is gonna give you some feelings, cortisol etc and eating is a comfort thing for a ton of people. it makes sense 🫂🫂 you're in no way deserving of shame or anything like that. i'm sorry your window is so tough.

I agree with others, being on the floor with nothing around you that may cause loud noise if knocked over. just make sure to have whatever you're gonna puke in nearby. 🫂🫂🫂
 
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howunfortunateforme

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it's gonna sound silly but you're far from the first person to struggle with the fasting portion. day of is gonna give you some feelings, cortisol etc and eating is a comfort thing for a ton of people. it makes sense 🫂🫂 you're in no way deserving of shame or anything like that. i'm sorry your window is so tough.

I agree with others, being on the floor with nothing around you that may cause loud noise if knocked over. just make sure to have whatever you're gonna puke in nearby. 🫂🫂🫂
What if you don't live alone? Did phoebes?
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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it's gonna sound silly but you're far from the first person to struggle with the fasting portion. day of is gonna give you some feelings, cortisol etc and eating is a comfort thing for a ton of people. it makes sense 🫂🫂 you're in no way deserving of shame or anything like that. i'm sorry your window is so tough.

I agree with others, being on the floor with nothing around you that may cause loud noise if knocked over. just make sure to have whatever you're gonna puke in nearby. 🫂🫂🫂
I forgot to mention a puke bucket. 😲
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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What if you don't live alone? Did phoebes?
I can't speak on that user. it's certainly more difficult if you don't but not impossible I would say. like you said nighttime might be your best bet.
 
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an alien

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Oct 27, 2024
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The liquid you drank with the sn and stomach acid. Even if you're not eating there is always some level of stomach acid in there. Often its not puking a massive amount, just retching and spitting up since your body will try to evacuate the poison. Thats why its recommended to have two glasses ready so when/if you puke up what you took in you can redose just to make sure there is enough left in your system
 
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howunfortunateforme

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The liquid you drank with the sn and stomach acid. Even if you're not eating there is always some level of stomach acid in there. Often its not puking a massive amount, just retching and spitting up since your body will try to evacuate the poison. Thats why its recommended to have two glasses ready so when/if you puke up what you took in you can redose just to make sure there is enough left in your system
Gotcha thank you
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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What do you puke up if you haven't eaten for 8 hours?
I'm guessing there would still be some fluids in your stomach. Even if there isn't any food.
The liquid you drank with the sn and stomach acid. Even if you're not eating there is always some level of stomach acid in there. Often its not puking a massive amount, just retching and spitting up since your body will try to evacuate the poison. Thats why its recommended to have two glasses ready so when/if you puke up what you took in you can redose just to make sure there is enough left in your system
Thanks.... I should have scrolled down further. 🤗
 
an alien

an alien

out of this world
Oct 27, 2024
55
I'm guessing there would still be some fluids in your stomach. Even if there isn't any food.

Thanks.... I should have scrolled down further. 🤗
It's never bad to have others posting to confirm the same info, knowledge is power and all :heart:
 
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