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breatheout

breatheout

What was my matter before?
Dec 17, 2023
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Now that all my Christmas plans are past, I feel more sad and suicidal than usual. Looking forward to plans helps keep me happy and now I've got nothing to look forward to. It sucks that this might be my last christmas.
 
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until death

maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
126
I hate Christmas
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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Lonelyhotcake

Lonelyhotcake

(I speak spanish).
Mar 16, 2023
43
I've been feeling sad after christmas too, fucking weird. I love christmas but it's getting harder and harder every year.
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,139
Christmas is depressing and usually the worst time of the year for me ever since my mother died. Christmas represents the family that I lost, the people that cared for me. My mother, my grandma and my cat. Christmas is so painful when it used to be the best when I was a child. Christmas is nothing but fond memories long gone of a life that was better and that will never come back.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
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My work is closed the week after Xmas. I get to hibernate for a week.
 
Raindancer

Raindancer

Specialist
Nov 4, 2023
367
I am feeling the same and I couldn't wait for,Christmas to be over. I used to love the holidays but not much anymore. I usually feel down afterwards only the years I was looking forward to Christmas. But definitely going through the blahs right now.
 
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