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A few months from now, I will receive the most important decision in my life.
My expression will be one of the two extremes.

Awaiting me, are two types of freedom.
The longer straw is a road to salvation and harmony;
The shorter straw, a bitter, agonizing end.
I really hope it's the better outcome for you
Desperation,deep fear,unbereable lonliness
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Hugs. I know how you feel. It's excruciating
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
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Squalo

Squalo

A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
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Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
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Squalo

Squalo

A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
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GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
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Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
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Dysgenic Pup

Dysgenic Pup

A canine that’s not so heavenly.
Sep 18, 2021
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medjooled11

medjooled11

Define or be defined.
Aug 13, 2021
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Squalo

Squalo

A Fatal Mistake
Jan 14, 2021
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bad luck

bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
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AtMostOkay

AtMostOkay

Screw your courage to the sticking place.
Jun 29, 2021
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ultrafuntimes

ultrafuntimes

it's funny...
Jan 16, 2022
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DeutscheKartoffel

DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
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Fuck China, Fuck Chinese citizenship and fuck Chinese parents.
Why do I have to deal with this shit?!
 
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DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
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DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
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DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

WrongPlaceWrongTime

Better never to have been
Jul 4, 2021
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Kristicide

Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
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DeutscheKartoffel

DeutscheKartoffel

Reclaiming my human rights & liberty thru suicide.
Dec 12, 2021
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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narval

narval

Enlightened
Jan 22, 2020
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agh, that's a big shit.
i had that from time to time when i was younger. Periodic episodes preceded by warnings: random paresthesia (BTW i searched the "clinical" term for avoiding set phrases/colloquialisms of my spanish :ahhha:) and probable puke. Then a huge and unbearable headache. The main lasts for hours, maybe a day, but the aftermaths (weakness and pain at back of my eyes at jerky or quick movements) remaining for 3-4 days
 
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