NSFW Possible Goodbye

[Lo$t95]

I cut myself pretty deeply and I just want to make this thread in case this is it.

I really appreciated this site. Like honestly I don't know anywhere else where you can be honest.

Blood is running from my arms right now and I really might have overdid it this time.

The plan to CTB was hang myself in the middle of nowhere during bad weather to guarantee nobody was around.

I have been drinking non-stop recently to try and distract myself from the world around me, how I am feeling and harder drugs.

I am a complete piece of shit excuse for a human being and I apologise for that. I got lucky with Bitcoin a few times and I donated money to try and square myself with the universe. Honestly this isn't it. If there is a hell I have a one-way ticket.

I have learned to enjoy pain and I am quite content right now. Thank you for this site. It feels amazing getting weaker right now, hands trembling apparently an iPhone is too much for them cool fuck it. I hope this is it.

Goodbye

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

I didn't get to know you long enough, but I truly hope you are at peace and rest if the cut bleeds out more before anyone finds you. I hope you take your last breathe with ease and enjoy these few moments. Thank you for existing, despite the world hating you and I

 

[APeacefulPlace]

Hey, we're here, hope the pain ends quickly and you find what you're looking for

 

[human909]

Hope you find the peace you've been searching for.

 

[bigbang33]

If this is it, and this is your desire, then I wish you success and a peaceful death. Hugs to you friend
If you decide it's not time just yet, it's ok to call for help :)

 

[EvisceratedJester]

How deep did you cut? Dying from cutting is very rare.

 

[franzhype]

I hope you can find peace, may the other side wash away all your sorrows, sending hugs!

 

[FadingSnowFake]

You are not alone, sending you love.

 

[Jon Arbuckle]

Good luck. I hope you find peace. I'm sorry life turned out this way for you

 

[Gangrel]

We love you mate

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here with you

 

[Lo$t95]

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Sorry thank hiju

 

[dexdbxtchthewxtch]

We're here!

 

[Rose Cross]

Sending love your way! <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[Jadeith]

Kinda envy you. Have good journey.