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eaturdirt
Focused on healing 💭
- Apr 14, 2024
- 104
Hi everyone! It feels weird, actually starting to feel like I am healing a bit, healing from the past narcissistic abusive relationship I had. I don't crave it anymore like I used to, at least not as much. Even though I still deal with the trauma, I'll try to learn to give it a place. I'm also starting to realise more and more that some things are just (sadly) out of my control. Even though he ruined the person I was back then, I'm going to come back prouder and stronger. I'll become someone I am proud of. I have this deal with myself that the entirety of next year, I'll try to make improvements in my life. I want to feel better about love, friendship, work, school but also, and this is the most important of course, about mental health. Or at least I will try to. I just want to be able to say that I know I've tried. If in a year I have come nowhere I can always return to ctb'ing. I'm going to try my best for now. Sending you light and love!