Discussion [POLL] Is there anyone in this forum that isn't diagnosed with an illness or doesn't have financial issues?

[DepressedChemMajor]

Hello, I just wanted to know whether if there's anyone on this forum that doesn't have a diagnosed illness or financial issues. What makes you want to CTB?

 

[funnyjoy]

Maybe you can consider financial, but I'm in college with a meal plan so I don't consider that. I want to ctb because after this most recent break up I realize that I'm just not good enough to live. I ruin everything, everything good that comes my way always leaves me somehow, and I really can't bare the thought of living any longer, or even having to come face to face with my ex. Not to mention the issues with my parents so I really have nowhere else to go. I'm just too far gone and this is the only way I see

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

No "official" mental diagnoses have really been thrown at me and I am relatively financially stable but I still want to die because I hate myself so much that I want myself dead for ruining my life so much and because I'm genuinely a bad person who should no longer exist because I'm making the world slightly worse just by existing. I also feel like such a miserable failure for being an incel and that alone should be a good enough reason for wanting to die really.

 

[UKscotty]

I don't think anyone healthy is going to be on a suicide forum...

 

[brokeandbroken]

My financial issues ironically caused my mental health issues...

 

[rozeske]

Granted, I've never been diagnosed, i think it was my financial problems that gave my mental health that final shove over the cliff.

 

[cosmic_traveler]

My financial issues ironically caused my mental health issues...

We're on the other side of that. Our mental health problems led to financial problems. Now the financial problems are so large we can't even fathom them. Just like this overwhelming desire to just not be here anymore.

I know that we don't make sense, but we can't make sense out of this anymore.

Granted, I've never been diagnosed, i think it was my financial problems that gave my mental health that final shove over the cliff.

Humans weren't meant to live like this, constantly chasing money just for basic human needs. I think humans can recover their course and become a better species but not in my lifetime.

 

[brokeandbroken]

We're on the other side of that. Our mental health problems led to financial problems. Now the financial problems are so large we can't even fathom them. Just like this overwhelming desire to just not be here anymore.

I know that we don't make sense, but we can't make sense out of this anymore.

End of the for almost two years I have waited and hoped/prayed someone would fight for me. In that help is possible in my situation. No one has though people have said I was a victim of crimes.... Which makes things worse... Because you start seeing people differently.... As you also see yourself differently. Someone so revolting and despicable I don't deserve help for the crimes committed. Even worse I spent virtually all of my adult life trying to help people. What did I do that is so terrible I am beyond hope. What did I do that's so awful that that law ceases to matter and I deserve misery, isolation, loneliness, and just a generally shit life. With the best I can do is eek out a barely mediocre life without friends, family, relationships... Just left to languish away by everyone. Just a piece of trash put out on the curb, to be taken away and burned...

 

[RandyTheSH]

My illness prevents me from making any friends, succeeding school and more Wanna CTB because my life is too hard for me to try and fight back

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

I wasn't diagnosed with anything but I have financial issues. Needless to say I'm still emotionally scarred as a person.

 

[Gardenia]

I think I have both. I hate my job, it's hell, but I have a bachelor degree in a specific field so I can't do something else for a living that would pay well.

I don't have an official diagnosis of mental illness, but let's face it, I've been depressed for many years so there's definitely something wrong with me.

 

[BlackMoon]

Except my dysphoria (not at all my reason to CtB), I don't have any diagnosed illness. In fact I avoid any contact with any therapist for obvious reasons.
I don't have financial issues either.

My problems are not temporary, if that's the idea behind this question.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Financial issues cause my MH problems / depressive episodes and make me suicidal.

 

[Forever Sleep]

My issues are mostly financially orientated. I want to CTB before old age and the increasing chance of health issues.

 

[mortuarymary]

I've enough money to go to Pegasus but right now it's not my time.

 

[outrider567]

Hello, I just wanted to know whether if there's anyone on this forum that doesn't have a diagnosed illness or financial issues. What makes you want to CTB?

Death of my beloved girlfriend, we were together 24/7

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm diagnosed autistic which is an illness but my autism doesn't mean that my thoughts regarding why I wish for death is irrational

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Technically I have been diagnosed with three mental illnesses but they were all misdiagnoses.

As for financial issues, I am okay at the moment thanks to the grants and loans I have for school, along with the money I have saved up.