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sacrificial lamb

sacrificial lamb

eldritch horror on his way home.
Apr 26, 2020
22
So, my SN from the music website came in the post little more than a week after I placed the order, luckily no problems with customs. The SN itself had formed clumps — not a lot, but it got me a bit concerned about the legitimacy of SN.
Did the blood test today, blood turned almost black/chocolatey-brown in seconds. I'm pretty confident it's the real thing, posting this because of some threads asking about the Polish vendor.
 
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BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
I'm praying UK customs don't bother me. Can I ask how the package presented, was it obvious it's a poison?
 
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BottomlessPit

BottomlessPit

Staring at the edge
Apr 28, 2021
423
Thanks for sharing this with us. May I ask, does the manufacturer of that SN start with "B"?
 
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sacrificial lamb

sacrificial lamb

eldritch horror on his way home.
Apr 26, 2020
22
I'm praying customs don't bother me. Can I ask how the package came, was it obvious it's a poison?
It came in a ridiculously big box. Pretty discreet, I initially thought that my roommate ordered shoes xD
Thanks for sharing this with us. May I ask, does the manufacturer of that SN start with "B"?
It does. (:
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
thank you for sharing with us. peace!
 
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HopelessFight

Warlock
Jan 31, 2021
740
Photos of this brand in shown in suicide reports. No need to open this box and expose it to air, it's fully legit.
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
mine clamped into rocks too, i don't know who told you that it isn't supposed to.

did you really need to chop off your finger to do the test though ^_-
 
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zoobamboo

Member
Aug 30, 2021
27
Is it okay to open Sn for blood test? Wouldn't it turn into nitrates when exposed to air?
I opened the sn for a blood test and I'm worried about that.
 
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SuicideRun

SuicideRun

Member
Jun 11, 2021
76
Thanks for sharing
I would like to ask a favor, please could you PM me about the seller? I would be grateful.
 
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oono

oono

Experienced
Aug 26, 2020
206
Thank you for sharing this information with us. Is it to be put on the trail to find this source of sn please?
 
H0110W

H0110W

Member
Sep 22, 2021
96
I found the source & product thanks to my google-fu and the hints dropped in this thread. Any recommendations for a safe purchase? Would it be more suspicious to buy the substance alone or with something else? Should I get it delivered home or to some post box? Do I need to use a proxy or can I buy from my own internet connection? Should I prepare some lie in case someone wants me to explain why I'm ordering weird chemicals from Poland? I am located in Italy btw. Any hint would be greatly appreciated. Anyway, I don't want to kms yet, I'll just keep it for peace of mind.
 
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juraviel

PL
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I found the source & product thanks to my google-fu and the hints dropped in this thread. Any recommendations for a safe purchase? Would it be more suspicious to buy the substance alone or with something else? Should I get it delivered home or to some post box? Do I need to use a proxy or can I buy from my own internet connection? Should I prepare some lie in case someone wants me to explain why I'm ordering weird chemicals from Poland? I am located in Italy btw. Any hint would be greatly appreciated. Anyway, I don't want to kms yet, I'll just keep it for peace of mind.
i think it's prude to add some other cheap items in as well. then you could claim the seller made a mistake. or you know, work on your alibi, say it's what's best for draining pipes or smth lol if whatever member of your family who finds it is would be convinced by that.

and aside from that, if there' a flood of people ordering 1x500mg SN from a single place, somebody will eventually let the seller know, if they haven't already, and the source will dry up (the seller being the manufacturer in this case)
 
H0110W

H0110W

Member
Sep 22, 2021
96
i think it's prude to add some other cheap items in as well. then you could claim the seller made a mistake. or you know, work on your alibi, say it's what's best for draining pipes or smth lol if whatever member of your family who finds it is would be convinced by that.

and aside from that, if there' a flood of people ordering 1x500mg SN from a single place, somebody will eventually let the seller know, if they haven't already, and the source will dry up (the seller being the manufacturer in this case)
Indeed. Even though I don't want to kms at the moment as I still have a sliver of hope, I'll keep it "just in case" something bad happens, such as losing my job, accident, etc. People know I'm a very pragmatic person and I like having everything prepared a long time in advance, and that I am pro-choice. Unfortunately I made some suicidal comments with my family lately so if they google what the fuck this weird bottle is, they'll connect the dots. But I think I can convince them it was just a precaution if I really have to explain myself.
By the way, this source has been known for a while. I googled and there are one or two recorded cases of young guys who ctb using SN ordered online from Poland. It is literally written in the articles, some articles even dropped the name of this forum and other bullshit such as calling the SN "poison of the web" and calling SS "gates of death". Gotta love the media, but I also thank them for confirming that this shit is legit. So thank you, journalists, if I do kms you helped me a lot, guess you helped me as much as SS :D
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
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Indeed. Even though I don't want to kms at the moment as I still have a sliver of hope, I'll keep it "just in case" something bad happens, such as losing my job, accident, etc. People know I'm a very pragmatic person and I like having everything prepared a long time in advance, and that I am pro-choice. Unfortunately I made some suicidal comments with my family lately so if they google what the fuck this weird bottle is, they'll connect the dots. But I think I can convince them it was just a precaution if I really have to explain myself.
By the way, this source has been known for a while. I googled and there are one or two recorded cases of young guys who ctb using SN ordered online from Poland. It is literally written in the articles, some articles even dropped the name of this forum and other bullshit such as calling the SN "poison of the web" and calling SS "gates of death". Gotta love the media, but I also thank them for confirming that this shit is legit. So thank you, journalists, if I do kms you helped me a lot, guess you helped me as much as SS :D
hm typically it's not what comes up in google if you type sn at all because everything suicide-related is being pushed down in google results

ur google skills are clearly above average if you can find both the brand and the case of 2 (im aware of 1) people that took it

maybe you'll read about me as well some time soon. we'll see.
 
hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
@markikomori i would suggest to buy using a safe email through tor. just to be extra safe. i'm pretty sure they are monitoring us somehow idk or you know , just to delete traces of you buying that. remove the label too when you are ready to ctb.
 
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H0110W

Member
Sep 22, 2021
96
@markikomori i would suggest to buy using a safe email through tor. just to be extra safe. i'm pretty sure they are monitoring us somehow idk or you know , just to delete traces of you buying that. remove the label too when you are ready to ctb.
It's still going to be linked to my credit card, name, surname, etc. Using a weird email would only make it look more suspicious I guess...
 
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hʚll

hʚll

not real.
Jun 18, 2021
467
It's still going to be linked to my credit card, name, surname, etc. Using a weird email would only make it look more suspicious I guess...
i know. but since it is a suicide i don't think police will open investigation for your credit card or such. there's no harm in using a proton mail through tor. it's just extra security. and to protect the seller. the vendor won't think is suspicious.
 
STRIKER19966

STRIKER19966

Just toss my body into the fire. I don’t care anym
Feb 5, 2020
47
It came in a ridiculously big box. Pretty discreet, I initially thought that my roommate ordered shoes xD

It does. (:
Can you pm me where you got this from please
 
SentientCreature

SentientCreature

Member
Mar 16, 2021
87
I found the source & product thanks to my google-fu and the hints dropped in this thread. Any recommendations for a safe purchase? Would it be more suspicious to buy the substance alone or with something else? Should I get it delivered home or to some post box? Do I need to use a proxy or can I buy from my own internet connection? Should I prepare some lie in case someone wants me to explain why I'm ordering weird chemicals from Poland? I am located in Italy btw. Any hint would be greatly appreciated. Anyway, I don't want to kms yet, I'll just keep it for peace of mind.
Just to check if my google-fu led me to the same source - does the brand name end with 'us'?

I already have SN from a Ukranian seller, just want to have a backup in case the aquarium testing kit proves that it isn't pure enough(if the testing equipment ever arrives that is :I).
 
Ren Elsie Jewelria

Ren Elsie Jewelria

I sneezed!
Aug 30, 2020
366
Polish SN is really good sh...stuff. Clumps mean no anti-clumping agent, that's OK. It's more pure this way.
@Dot There is a Polish "ebay" called "allegro" and it's totally legal to buy it there but not all of the vendors ship abroad and if they do it's usually Germany, not much far away. You need to ask them.
 
rosie93

rosie93

Student
Aug 28, 2021
152
Just to check if my google-fu led me to the same source - does the brand name end with 'us'?

I already have SN from a Ukranian seller, just want to have a backup in case the aquarium testing kit proves that it isn't pure enough(if the testing equipment ever arrives that is :I).
Starts with b and ends with us.
 
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hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
512
Just to check if my google-fu led me to the same source - does the brand name end with 'us'?

I already have SN from a Ukranian seller, just want to have a backup in case the aquarium testing kit proves that it isn't pure enough(if the testing equipment ever arrives that is :I).
Where did you buy the testing equipment?
 
SentientCreature

SentientCreature

Member
Mar 16, 2021
87
Where did you buy the testing equipment?
I first ordered it from ebay a few months ago but it got stuck in transit and it still hasn't arrived. I ordered another one from here a week ago.

Someone recommended a brand called quantofix but I didn't manage to find a company that sells to non-professionals so I had to settle for this cheap low-quality product that likely isn't very reliable.
 
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Eris666

Member
May 2, 2022
21
did you buy the 500g bottle?
im confused because it looks like the bottle is for liquid chemicals?
and we need the powder right?
 

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