T

Thanatos

Outsider
Mar 23, 2018
360
Am at the hospital now. Parents called the cops on me. Fuck everyone and everything that gets in my way I'm gonna ctb any way possible when I get out
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
  • Aww..
Reactions: gambardella, Mylifeispointless, Sunset Limited and 24 others
trynacbt

trynacbt

Arcanist
Sep 28, 2019
476
I'm so sorry. Damn. Did you attempt and they found you, or did somebody just find the SN?
Sending you hugs
 
Bagger

Bagger

Stressful
Jun 18, 2019
331
They take fully legal substance from you? Wtf
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: sleepy dog and TheGoodGuy
N

neilo99

Tired of Life
Oct 9, 2019
182
I'm surprised your parents knew why you had the SN to be honest. We're you in the process of ctb?
 
takeyourshotfunboy

takeyourshotfunboy

Smile...
Oct 11, 2019
206
How did they find you?
 
  • Like
Reactions: vonvonwantpeace
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Ohhh my poor beautiful @Thanatos - I'm so sorry this has happened. It's very wrong and very distressing but I hope you can offer them the behaviour they want to see so that they don't keep you long. (((Hugs)))
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: color_me_gone, Lara Francis and Thanatos
Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
Ok just stay calm and play along with the doctors. They need to feel like they are in control and that you are into their little game.

It sucks and I know how upset you feel (I have been in a similar situation) but that is the best way to get out.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Neville1, Sunset Limited, Hsor23 and 3 others
T

Thanatos

Outsider
Mar 23, 2018
360
My mom searched my room and found the antiemetic I was planning on using. She found my n previously so she knew it was to ctb. The sn is actually still in the mail but she will open it while I'm in hospital
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
Reactions: Circles, Lara Francis, Soul and 2 others
trynacbt

trynacbt

Arcanist
Sep 28, 2019
476
Wow. That is rough! As someone who's planning to ctb with family in the house, I sympathize and I'm sorry.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Thanatos
Meretlein

Meretlein

Moderator
Feb 15, 2019
1,199
My mom searched my room and found the antiemetic I was planning on using. She found my n previously so she knew it was to ctb. The sn is actually still in the mail but she will open it while I'm in hospital

What happened to your N? I'm sorry you have had so much bad luck.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Thanatos
T

Thanatos

Outsider
Mar 23, 2018
360
What happened to your N? I'm sorry you have had so much bad luck.
She opened it while I was at work. I have no privacy. I was hospitalized for that too and the n was thrown out:(
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Soul, Ch92921 and Meretlein
White_Room293

White_Room293

rapid cycling gay guy
Sep 13, 2019
155
I'm sorry that people are assholes. I hate humanity, dude. The human condition is awful.
 
  • Like
Reactions: 999888, Astral316, FTL.Wanderer and 3 others
W

wildmoon

Member
Aug 19, 2019
79
I'm so sorry for you Thanatos. :hug:
 
  • Hugs
  • Like
Reactions: Ch92921, White_Room293 and Thanatos
N

neilo99

Tired of Life
Oct 9, 2019
182
I thought I had a bad weekend. I'm so sorry
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Ch92921 and Thanatos
Wreck-it-Riley

Wreck-it-Riley

My demon will see me undone
Oct 20, 2019
269
I am so sorry you have to deal with people like that. Not having any autonomy in your life is the worst feeling.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Thanatos, clownangel and Meretlein
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
Am at the hospital now. Parents called the cops on me. Fuck everyone and everything that gets in my way I'm gonna ctb any way possible when I get out
My mom searched my room and found the antiemetic I was planning on using. She found my n previously so she knew it was to ctb. The sn is actually still in the mail but she will open it while I'm in hospital
And people will claim we are not forced to live; if we get caught trying to get out of life people will "seize" (steal) our exit items.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: Thanatos, 999888, NgaiOiTai and 1 other person
JimFord99

JimFord99

Enlightened
Aug 18, 2019
1,047
What now, Thanatos? Chose another method? Shit situation you are in at the moment. I can only suggest to play calm for a while, as hard as it sounds, lay low for a while till things have calmed down. Damn.
Am at the hospital now. Parents called the cops on me. Fuck everyone and everything that gets in my way I'm gonna ctb any way possible when I get out
But why calling the cops? SN is not a controlled substance (yet). What did they do, do you know? Did they take anything away? Search IT equipment to check browser history?
 
Last edited:
J

JSauter

Experienced
Oct 14, 2019
207
How are you able to use a computer/phone at the hospital? They stripped me of everything when I was forced to go.
 
  • Like
Reactions: vonvonwantpeace and WatermelonMel
Dazedandconfused32

Dazedandconfused32

She was the worlds biggest mistake
Jun 16, 2019
215
How are you able to use a computer/phone at the hospital? They stripped me of everything when I was forced to go.
Me too, I hate losing my phone.
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Am at the hospital now. Parents called the cops on me. Fuck everyone and everything that gets in my way I'm gonna ctb any way possible when I get out
I am sorry this happened to u @Thanatos .
Its very frustrating to be hospitalised.
My advice would be to lay low,keep yourself to yourself and be mindful of what you need to say and how you behave.
You need to be in control to avoid a prolonged stay and be discharged asap,then u can do what you like.
just play the game,lie and pretend as its your best option.
I hope they ar treating you ok.you can and will get through it so just focus on your goal and how is best to achieve it.x
 
D

Deltrus

Member
Mar 20, 2019
65
She opened it while I was at work. I have no privacy. I was hospitalized for that too and the n was thrown out:(

I see you live in Canada, CanadaPost has a flexdelivery option where you can get an address that sends it to the post office and even emails you when it arrives.
 
  • Like
Reactions: pole
B

Bjsnode28

Student
Apr 19, 2019
106
Are you able to put a hold on your mail temporarily? I see that you are in Canada but here in the US you can go online and put a temporary hold on your mail for reasons like going on vacation and don't want your mail to be vulnerable. You can pick it up from your closest post office. This way your package will be held instead of delivering to your mom's hands while you are away
 
  • Like
Reactions: realjunes
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Am at the hospital now. Parents called the cops on me. Fuck everyone and everything that gets in my way I'm gonna ctb any way possible when I get out
Oh no!! Sorry.
 
R

realjunes

Warlock
Oct 1, 2019
730
Am at the hospital now. Parents called the cops on me. Fuck everyone and everything that gets in my way I'm gonna ctb any way possible when I get out
So sorry, I just don't understand people who won't understand you.
You need not answer these questions if you prefer not to, but are you in a financial position to live somewhere else? Agree you have to go along to get out of the hospital as soon as you can, but is there anywhere you can stay once you are out?
In the US I get a US Post office box that I use to receive deliveries, instead of a home address whenever possible, and only I can get to it and it is held in a locker for me. Can you do that in your city / town?
Keep us up to date with your situation, if you wish to and if you can. We will keep you in our thoughts Thanatos.
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: OneBigBlur
6ixxy

6ixxy

I sank so she could swim
Apr 26, 2019
273
They take fully legal substance from you? Wtf
I think if you're evidently planning on using it for something other than its original purpose, in this case to cause harm, then yes they're permitted to take it away, kinda like how magic Mushroom spores are legal but growing them for the psilocybin is illegal
 

Similar threads

S
Replies
8
Views
224
Suicide Discussion
saunabliss
S
libertybellreplica
Replies
3
Views
213
Suicide Discussion
libertybellreplica
libertybellreplica
Kadaver
Replies
4
Views
153
Suicide Discussion
FuneralCry
FuneralCry