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pony No.2

pony No.2

Pony
Oct 22, 2024
22
Anyone tried poisoning themselves with rat poison, bleach and other cleaning supplies? Or maybe even cyanide if they found it?

I've been thinking of ways to die for weeks, it feels hopeless, I just want to stop living, I hate it here. I want any and all methods, I don't care which, whatever is guaranteed to kill me. I hate this. I can't even find a method where I die in my sleep, unless carbon monoxide poisoning counts.

I thought of mixing SSRIs, painkillers, and Benadryl with cleaning supplies and hydrogen peroxide. It'll most likely cause severe burns and internal bleeding, but fatal with no medical attention, which I won't seek. Just one big mix of everything toxic.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,630
All of the ways you mention are non-methods.

If you are looking for methods, there is a pinned thread at the top of this section.
 
Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
134
Anyone tried poisoning themselves with rat poison, bleach and other cleaning supplies? Or maybe even cyanide if they found it?

I've been thinking of ways to die for weeks, it feels hopeless, I just want to stop living, I hate it here. I want any and all methods, I don't care which, whatever is guaranteed to kill me. I hate this. I can't even find a method where I die in my sleep, unless carbon monoxide poisoning counts.

I thought of mixing SSRIs, painkillers, and Benadryl with cleaning supplies and hydrogen peroxide. It'll most likely cause severe burns and internal bleeding, but fatal with no medical attention, which I won't seek. Just one big mix of everything toxic.
Depends you'd have to take an antiemetic and find something reliable I have tried amygdalin from different plants, didn't work it also feels terrible. technically sn, kn and sa are poisonings too. Anything sold at the store or over the counter probably won't suffice.
 

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