pony No.2
Pony
- Oct 22, 2024
- 22
Anyone tried poisoning themselves with rat poison, bleach and other cleaning supplies? Or maybe even cyanide if they found it?
I've been thinking of ways to die for weeks, it feels hopeless, I just want to stop living, I hate it here. I want any and all methods, I don't care which, whatever is guaranteed to kill me. I hate this. I can't even find a method where I die in my sleep, unless carbon monoxide poisoning counts.
I thought of mixing SSRIs, painkillers, and Benadryl with cleaning supplies and hydrogen peroxide. It'll most likely cause severe burns and internal bleeding, but fatal with no medical attention, which I won't seek. Just one big mix of everything toxic.
I've been thinking of ways to die for weeks, it feels hopeless, I just want to stop living, I hate it here. I want any and all methods, I don't care which, whatever is guaranteed to kill me. I hate this. I can't even find a method where I die in my sleep, unless carbon monoxide poisoning counts.
I thought of mixing SSRIs, painkillers, and Benadryl with cleaning supplies and hydrogen peroxide. It'll most likely cause severe burns and internal bleeding, but fatal with no medical attention, which I won't seek. Just one big mix of everything toxic.