SpencerSees
I want to swim until my arms give out 🍀
- Feb 22, 2023
- 98
I'm currently in uni (again) skipping class. I was so sure I wouldn't do that, since most of my classes are interesting, and I like them I suppose. It feels hard to walk and breathe and blink, I don't know what I'm so tired for. I told my therapist yesterday how i've been feeling. She wants me to sign some papers that I won't kms while we work together. Or send me to the hospital or something. Idk I wasn't really listening. My best friend is coming to town and I left his gift at home, but it's not like he was all that excited to see me either way. I get it, he's struggling and hates traveling. Especially to this godawful place. I'd say it's never been so bad before but I'd be lying. I'd like to say something actually meaningful or interesting or something that hasn't been said on here before, but I can't really find the strength. I swear i had a point in mind when I started writing this but now it feels like yet another attempt at getting some attention hoping it will make me feel better. It wont. Grindr is so annoying too sorry Im just rambling. People always want pictures, what happened to eroticism? Do you not have imagination? They want to decide whether you're hot enough to fuck but i never cared about that mostly because im very desperate and will get fucked by anything thats somewhat warm and maybe gives some cash. This is like my top 10 worst rants sorry if you ignore this i dont blame you there isnt much to say. I miss my dogs so much i could cry they are at my grandparents house but my grandma is evil and she hates me because im sex incarnate and i dont like qhen my uncle gets weird. I sometimes feel like i'm 7. Yk I used to have a friend who has an account on this site. She hasn't logged in since like 2034, which is good I think. But we also havent talked since then. She got too normal, and I didnt want to bring her down. Talk to me SaSu I have 2 hours or smt until my next class
