Story please suggest me anything?

[3rd worlder issues]

random question. ill be forced to be in army in 3rd world war next year, very depressed cuz can't escape (homeless and broke) and most likely death is certain at war... I'm a long lurker in gore forum (mental illnesses please don't judge) so I'm familiar with what kind of stuff gonna happen to me.

I really wanna live but my destiny is decided by greed fuckers who run this shithole country.

what do you suggest me of a method to end it all. i just wanna die peacefully.

I probably don't deserve it, and pretty sure karma will haunt me one day. i tried today to pray after long long time of being a filthy scum but I couldn't, not even could shed tears and I really wanna cry. I'm in denial of this whole thing.

is partial suspension good?

 

[Snake of Eden]

random question. ill be forced to be in army in 3rd world war next year

Holy shit 3rd world war!

 

[3rd worlder issues]

Holy shit 3rd world war!

no idea why'd you mock me, it for sure isn't fun being born in fucking syria. was reading your thread while ago sorry for you loss mate.

 

[Snake of Eden]

no idea why'd you mock me, it for sure isn't fun being born in fucking syria. was reading your thread while ago sorry for you loss mate.

Oh you meant 3rd world country. I didnt mean to mock you, i was just startled. Thanks

 

[justsayin]

Since no one is writing anything, let me write something. Your situation is complex and probably no forum member can understand it completely, but I guess you already know that. In a way, it is paradoxical that multiple forum members are writing about their wish to get their hands on firearms or even get killed by someone else. That being said, I personally never seriously considered sucide when I was in the military long time ago, and I am still not sure if that was a good thing or not.

There are many private things that should influence your decisions (like age, location, family situation, religious background, political views, mental health, etc.), and those should not be disclosed on a public forum like this one. With all that in mind, it could be possible that becoming a conscript is the "least worst" thing for you right now. People with noticeable mental health problems tend not to be accepted into military service, but I guess the bar is lowered in times of war.

 

[Ch92921]

An accident or murder