Please I'd like some advice on how to die with SN when I'm constantly Being monitored

[Penelope12]

I can't even bear to listen to the music From the Years when I was Happy anymore. I'm desperate Over the wrong choices I've made

 

[Forveleth]

There is the risk that you vomit and or agonal breathe, which both cause noise, and if you are constantly under monitor, these will definitely rouse suspicion. It takes at bare minimum 40 minutes to die after you ingest SN, but you need to give yourself several hours after drinking it to make sure that you cannot be revived. If you cannot guarantee someone will not find you within a few hours, this should not be attempted.

 

[Penelope12]

But I can"take It anymore

 

[Pvnie]

Go somewhere outside silly

 

[fluorescentpearl]

If you can't take it anymore then you'd have to gamble I guess, which is not worth it, and you could just wait until you have the time by yourself that id seen you mention

 

[Penelope12]

I'm impatient, I'm suffering too much

 

[Fish]

I'm impatient, I'm suffering too much

There are many methods besides SN, try one that works faster

 

[ctb_warrior]

I can't even bear to listen to the music From the Years when I was Happy anymore. I'm desperate Over the wrong choices I've made

I think, at night when everyone's asleep and there is no activity. I'm in the same boat, and if i can do anything to ctb is late at night after12 when they all will be asleep

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I think, at night when everyone's asleep and there is no activity. I'm in the same boat, and if i can do anything to ctb is late at night after12 when they all will be asleep

Sn at night is a horrible idea as vomiting and the breathing can and will be heard and you will be found

 

[Widow39]

I'm note sure it's that noisy, but I believe it depend the person too. But otherwise you can try silent methods like hanging or tourniquet suffocation.

 

[ctb_warrior]

Sn at night is a horrible idea as vomiting and the breathing can and will be heard and you will be found

Oh didn't know that.. then I'm glad i have not tried it yet or i would make third trip to icu in my life

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I'm note sure it's that noisy, but I believe it depend the person too. But otherwise you can try silent methods like hanging or tourniquet suffocation.

Those also aren't 100% silent due to the thrashing around, and I don't recommend methods like night night, ligature, etc, they're kinda bullshit and not as reliable as just fsh

 

[Widow39]

So what's most "silent" in your opinion? Fsh?

 

[Forveleth]

I'm impatient, I'm suffering too much

While many people here can relate rushing a method or making an attempt when the conditions are not ideal, often leads to failure. It is better to plan well, take your time, and do it once, successfully.

 

[Penelope12]

Esistono molti altri metodi oltre a SN, provane uno che funzioni più velocemente

But which Methods Work the fastest?

 

[Fish]

But which Methods Work the fastest?

In my opinion, hanging if done right. Can be done within 15 mins and by then you will have severe brain injury even if caught and treated so your 'soul' is not there anymore to suffer.
Many people (including myself) do hanging sometimes for non suicidal 'fun', and sometimes I scare myself too because I think you can die very fast from it if done right. The trick is to only compress the blood going to your head, and not the blood going away from your head. Otherwise, it won't feel pleasant

 

[Penelope12]

Secondo me, l'impiccagione, se fatta nel modo giusto, può avvenire in 15 minuti e a quel punto si avranno già gravi danni cerebrali, anche se si viene soccorsi e curati, quindi la propria "anima" non sarà più lì a soffrire.
Molte persone (me compreso) a volte si impiccano per "divertimento" non suicida, e a volte spavento anche me stesso perché penso che si possa morire molto velocemente se fatto nel modo giusto. Il trucco è comprimere solo il sangue che va alla testa, e non quello che se ne va. Altrimenti, non sarà piacevole.

I tried that partial One several Times but couldn't manage it

 

[Fish]

I tried that partial One several Times but couldn't manage it

Could you describe the problems you had? Maybe I can help. But it is true that some people have different anatomy of the neck, which means their arteries and veins are of unique formations. And because of this, it may be difficult to perform hanging.

I show some anatomy variations below

 

[Penelope12]

Potresti descrivere i problemi che hai riscontrato? Forse posso aiutarti. È vero che alcune persone hanno un'anatomia del collo diversa, il che significa che le loro arterie e vene hanno una conformazione particolare. E per questo motivo, può essere difficile eseguire l'impiccagione.

Di seguito mostro alcune varianti anatomiche

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I couldn't manage To faint

 

[Fish]

I couldn't manage To faint

Did you lean into the rope? Make a motion sort of similar to a bird stretching out his neck. Had you felt a feeling in your head, such as bursting, or did you feel choking sensation?
Location on your neck also, it should be slightly atop bump on your neck, although it may be different for each person. The correct location will feel quite pleasant such that you don't want to stop

 

[ctb_warrior]

Did you lean into the rope? Make a motion sort of similar to a bird stretching out his neck. Had you felt a feeling in your head, such as bursting, or did you feel choking sensation?
Location on your neck also, it should be slightly atop bump on your neck, although it may be different for each person. The correct location will feel quite pleasant such that you don't want to stop

I also need some help with partial.. i did get dizzy once. I had followed one of the threads on sasu. I tried it continuously for 7 days. I used to sit in that position for 30-40 minutes at stretch in every session. I didn't feel anything

I used a rope and a pair of socks to pad on each side of adam's apple

 

[Penelope12]

Ti sei appoggiato alla corda? Fai un movimento simile a quello di un uccello che allunga il collo. Hai avvertito una sensazione alla testa, come se stesse per scoppiare, o una sensazione di soffocamento?
Anche la posizione sul collo dovrebbe essere leggermente sopra la protuberanza del collo, anche se può variare da persona a persona. La posizione corretta sarà abbastanza piacevole da non voler smettere

Non ho sentito niente Or I felt like I was suffocating and stopped

 

[Fish]

I also need some help with partial.. i did get dizzy once. I had followed one of the threads on sasu. I tried it continuously for 7 days. I used to sit in that position for 30-40 minutes at stretch in every session. I didn't feel anything

I used a rope and a pair of socks to pad on each side of adam's apple

Hmm maybe the problem is with sitting. I think you need to lean your whole body weight into it. Can you tie it somewhere high enough that you need to tip toe to enter the loop, and then put your head in and let yourself relax against the loop?
If you have the thing called a medical trapeze, you can tie rope to that and lie down flat pulling head against it

This thing below

 

[ctb_warrior]

Hmm maybe the problem is with sitting. I think you need to lean your whole body weight into it. Can you tie it somewhere high enough that you need to tip toe to enter the loop, and then put your head in and let yourself relax against the loop?
If you have the thing called a medical trapeze, you can tie rope to that and lie down flat pulling head against it

This thing below

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I don't have this structure but i had my anchor point at the top of the door. And i did lean by body weight into the rope such that it would pressurise my throat.
Also, i find it difficult to locate my carotids. Only once i could find the prominently pulsating points. Could it be that my carotids are located deeper inside which is why it's not working or can i still make it work

 

[Penelope12]

Hmm, forse il problema è la posizione seduta. Credo che tu debba appoggiare tutto il peso del corpo. Puoi legarlo in un punto abbastanza alto da dover stare in punta di piedi per entrare nell'anello, e poi infilarci la testa e rilassarti contro l'anello?
Se hai a disposizione un attrezzo chiamato trapezio medico, puoi legarci una corda e sdraiarti tirando la testa contro di esso.

Questa cosa qui sotto

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I don't have One. I tried using a scarf while standing On tiptoe but nothing worked

 

[Fish]

I don't have this structure but i had my anchor point at the top of the door. And i did lean by body weight into the rope such that it would pressurise my throat.
Also, i find it difficult to locate my carotids. Only once i could find the prominently pulsating points. Could it be that my carotids are located deeper inside which is why it's not working or can i still make it work

Maybe you could try troubleshoot by trying different ropes, different width and thickness.
But yes unfortunately anatomy might be a problem. Your brain is also given blood by arteries at the back of the head called vertebral arteries. You can Google this thing called circle of Willis. If yours is full circled, it is possible that blocking your carotid is not enough to cut blood flow to your brain. Because your brain is still getting blood from your vertebral arteries.

I don't have One. I tried using a scarf while standing On tiptoe but nothing worked

I have heard of case where people don't have carotid at all. This is called Carotid Agenesis. Unfortunate but maybe that is you, since you say you do not feel dizzy at all. Suffocating feeling is because you crush your windpipe. Carotid will not feel suffocating, just dizzy

 

[ctb_warrior]

Maybe you could try troubleshoot by trying different ropes, different width and thickness.
But yes unfortunately anatomy might be a problem. Your brain is also given blood by arteries at the back of the head called vertebral arteries. You can Google this thing called circle of Willis. If yours is full circled, it is possible that blocking your carotid is not enough to cut blood flow to your brain. Because your brain is still getting blood from your vertebral arteries.

Ohhhhh... Possibly... Yes that could be one of the reasons it didn't work.. i tried to experiment with fsh also, and i felt like I'll strangulate instead of losing consciousness
I'll check more about circle of willis
Thanks for your inputs

 

[RadiantNumber]

You are in mental hospital or something? If so much compassion for you

 

[Fish]

Ohhhhh... Possibly... Yes that could be one of the reasons it didn't work.. i tried to experiment with fsh also, and i felt like I'll strangulate instead of losing consciousness
I'll check more about circle of willis
Thanks for your inputs

No worries I wish you all the best <3
Hopefully it was just an issue with the positioning and you will succeed someday!

 

[ctb_warrior]

No worries I wish you all the best <3

I wish you all the best too