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dhjsjdjdjdjhc

Member
Oct 31, 2024
32
I'm gonna commit suicide soon, can someone tell me to not
Please, this is my last resort. I won't try to live again if no one tries to keep me alive
 
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Reflection

Reflection

Arcanist
Sep 12, 2024
406
Hey, don't do it if you're feeling distressed. Shoot me a pm if you need someone to talk to
 
sisyphean-nightmare

sisyphean-nightmare

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
615
I'm sorry you're in so much pain and ambivalence. That last part I believe is an important factor; you seem to want to live. It must mean you have something - either internal or external - that makes it feel worth to stick around. An anchor of sorts. Have you given any thought to what it is?
 
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dhjsjdjdjdjhc

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Oct 31, 2024
32
I'm sorry you're in so much pain and ambivalence. That last part I believe is an important factor; you seem to want to live. It must mean you have something - either internal or external - that makes it feel worth to stick around. An anchor of sorts. Have you given any thought to what it is?
I'm religious, I'm scared of hell
Hey, don't do it if you're feeling distressed. Shoot me a pm if you need someone to talk to
Thank you
 
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cazza82

cazza82

Can’tsufferanymore
Nov 20, 2024
192
I'm gonna commit suicide soon, can someone tell me to not
Please, this is my last resort. I won't try to live again if no one tries to keep me alive
Message me if you want or need to talk I don't mind at all we're all here to support each other
 
sisyphean-nightmare

sisyphean-nightmare

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
615
I'm religious, I'm scared of hell

Thank you
I'm so sorry, that sounds like an absolute agonizing situation to be in. How brave of you to reach out here and asking for help. 🤗 Can you hold on a little further, you think? Are there any comforting factors in your life?
 
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dhjsjdjdjdjhc

Member
Oct 31, 2024
32
Thank you for being gentle, i teared up in public. I have a cat but that's about it, i don't enjoy anything anymore
I'm so sorry, that sounds like an absolute agonizing situation to be in. How brave of you to reach out here and asking for help. 🤗 Can you hold on a little further, you think? Are there any comforting factors in your life?
 
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WhiskeySolstice

WhiskeySolstice

Tired
Feb 26, 2025
42
I'm gonna commit suicide soon, can someone tell me to not
Please, this is my last resort.
You don't sound like you should do it. If you have doubts, you'll have regrets. Good on you for reaching out, you've got fight left in you! Keep it up!
 
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sisyphean-nightmare

Wizard
Dec 14, 2023
615
Thank you for being gentle, i teared up in public. I have a cat but that's about it, i don't enjoy anything anymore
A cat is definitely something. I have a cat too and sometimes he's been the only reason I'm alive. Cats are such amazing friends. They don't love you because it's their instincts like dogs, they love you because they choose to. It's such a precious gift being the reciever of that love.
 

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