Please help me I've lost everybody and I wanna go

[PrettyKitty]

I don't know what to do I lost my last 2 real life friends and my bestfriend online that talked to me everyday loved me and I loved him he unadded me says we shouldn't talk anymore, I was getting better I was finally fucking getting better and everything had to go wrong I don't know what I'm even living for anyways. Life is so lonely and boring I don't have anybody I just get used and thrown to the side like I'm worth nothing. Everybody says they will stay forever never leave me and always be there for me and every single fucking time they lie and I Obsessive over them for years till my brain gives up. Please help me my brain is starting to think I wanna kill myself again I haven't felt this way in almost 2 months because some how I was getting better but so much shit has happened lately its getting hard and my brain almost makes this euphoria feeling of killing myself and how peaceful it could be.
What do I do??

 

[Rack.-]

I'm really sorry you are suffering like that and I wish I could cheer you up in anyway... I understand how painful it must be to hear that a close friend doesn't want to talk to you anymore. If you feel like you are struggling with strong and painful thoughts I think it would be okay to do some relaxing activities such as reading a book or drinking a cup of tea... Take care <3

 

[FuneralCry]

Only you can decide what to do, but it must be painful feeling trapped in that situation, it's just the reality that you cannot trust and rely on other people, in this world humans very often just create more suffering.

 

[Unattainable666]

I don't know what to do I lost my last 2 real life friends and my bestfriend online that talked to me everyday loved me and I loved him he unadded me says we shouldn't talk anymore, I was getting better I was finally fucking getting better and everything had to go wrong I don't know what I'm even living for anyways. Life is so lonely and boring I don't have anybody I just get used and thrown to the side like I'm worth nothing. Everybody says they will stay forever never leave me and always be there for me and every single fucking time they lie and I Obsessive over them for years till my brain gives up. Please help me my brain is starting to think I wanna kill myself again I haven't felt this way in almost 2 months because some how I was getting better but so much shit has happened lately its getting hard and my brain almost makes this euphoria feeling of killing myself and how peaceful it could be.
What do I do??

I understand how you feel. I'm sorry you are going through this pain.