some of the ones I can think of are that you can loose brain matter because of anorexia, you can develop osteoporosis, infertility, because of purging you could have cardiac problems (if you're struggling a lot with vomiting it would be helpful to but electrolyte drinks) as well as teeth issues and esophagus cancer, could develop gut issues, also when you have anorexia you loose your sex drive, have no physical or mental energy, you can develop very bad anxiety and obsessiveness because of starvation, you may get very cold easily which is annoying as well :/
Thank you actually I do recognise some of these things
- I do get cold very easily. My family members have criticised me for my excessive use of heaters
- I do feel weaker and struggle to open things. My 13 year old sister who is much smaller than me can easily push me to the floor
- meal time I just want to scream especially if my mum makes the food. I am more paranoid at being caught throwing food away. I want to lose more.
On the outside I look normal. I love how numb I feel when i lose weight. I am tired of crying and feel bad at things.
I am pretty much lonely . A family who doesn't understand me at all , friends who are successful with their lives and I dont know where I belong in this world .
My weight loss obsession is always there night and day and whereas people in my life are not really reliable.
My weight loss is my new friend
After I had my kids, I just couldn't accept my new body. I ran 6 miles a day, did an aerobics class with weights on,had an exercise bike next to the bed for midnight rides-all on 10 calories a day (1 apple).
Eventually you'll get a NG tube and that's not much fun. My skeleton has aged 15 years faster than me. I have no teeth or nails.
sexy
What is the tube like if you don't mind me asking?
My weight loss obsession has become like a new friend. It is always there for me night and day where as people in my life are not reliable and constantly misunderstand me.
I love how numb It makes me feel when I lose weight. I cant cope with the realisation I will be 25 next year and haven't got my life together. Everyone around me is so successful and I am a massive loser.
I have no one . I have a family but they don't listen at all and quick to dismiss everything. My friends have a stable jobs and living on their own.
My mum and family believe her love is enough I should not be worried about anything.
It hard to interact with people if you don't have a job as everyone talks about thier work life I am effectively an outsider.
The purging and laxative abuse is the only control I have left in my life. I cant continue to be this way but I can't live without either.
