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catbunny

catbunny

Member
Jun 19, 2024
46
im so tired. i feel so lost and unmotivated. im lazy and a burden i know. but idk what to do. please for once give me a reason to keep going, something that will hold my dear life back. please i just need someone, something, anything. im pathetically begging. IDC anymore just please im so lost. why do i have suffer like this what did i do to deserve this? if there is no reason, why do i have to keep living please just let me die. i cant do this anymore please. how many times more i have to kms to finally die please just me die im so desperately pathetically want to die please
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
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I need you to alive so I can see the cat bunny pic again...


K thanks.
 
HappyPotato69

HappyPotato69

Member
May 3, 2026
5
finding a new friend that u just click with is honestly such a big hopefuel
 
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Seneca65AD

Experienced
Oct 28, 2025
221
What if tomorrow is the day that you realize what you want to do? Not a full-blown epiphany but more of a "spark". What happens if you keep your mind and spirit open to finding that spark? It could be a commerical that strangely appeals to you, or an article that resonates, or even a chance meeting with someone a little "different" than you normally come across.

Life does not change in leaps and bounds; it changes by an inch here and there.

And what happens if you don't come across that "spark" tomorrrow? Perhaps you missed it; maybe, just maybe your vision is so clouded by all the crap you've been through that you have to develop a new way of seeing chances. I know one thing after all my years on this planet, there are little sparks every day and all around us. We just have to be able to see them. Don't worry if you miss them tomorrow because they will show up again the next day and the next.

The question is not whether they are there; the real question is whether you will see them.
 
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MyMomWasMyLife

Member
May 2, 2026
6
im so tired. i feel so lost and unmotivated. im lazy and a burden i know. but idk what to do. please for once give me a reason to keep going, something that will hold my dear life back. please i just need someone, something, anything. im pathetically begging. IDC anymore just please im so lost. why do i have suffer like this what did i do to deserve this? if there is no reason, why do i have to keep living please just let me die. i cant do this anymore please. how many times more i have to kms to finally die please just me die im so desperately pathetically want to die please
If you have close family that care about you, that's a good reason to keep going. They would be very hurt if you weren't there anymore.
 

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