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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I want nature to end me quickly and painlessly.

Like, I 'm sitting on my couch, and then I 'm dead.
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
1,604
I want nature to end me quickly and painlessly.

Like, I 'm sitting on my couch, and then I 'm dead.
Its almost as though you have taken the words out of my head/mouth. I so wish nature would do so for me, so there is no more pain, suffering and endless questioning and researching how best to get out of this hell situation. Why cant some higher force just see and hear how we are feeling and do the kind thing and just take us peacefully. This bugs me alot, take heart in knowing you are not alone in this. The desperation sometimes gets so much you just cant bare another second, let alone a minute or hour ahead.
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
Its almost as though you have taken the words out of my head/mouth. I so wish nature would do so for me, so there is no more pain, suffering and endless questioning and researching how best to get out of this hell situation. Why cant some higher force just see and hear how we are feeling and do the kind thing and just take us peacefully. This bugs me alot, take heart in knowing you are not alone in this. The desperation sometimes gets so much you just cant bare another second, let alone a minute or hour ahead.
Thank you for replying.

I am 30 now and have felt this way since I was 22. It stopped for a few years when I had a job, and was not suicidal. But now, its back.

Are you above 30 yourself ?
 
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AintNoWayOut

Student
Jan 6, 2020
173
it'd be pretty dope to just die in my sleep but... not really an option. for as much as im planning to end it all soon i really need to come up with a solid game plan, difficult in my living situation though.
 
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Jimbo

Member
Jan 9, 2020
24
@Curious89
I think most people would like to just die peacefully in their sleep....many do. Most however do not. I am at an age that I have known quite a few who did just pass peacefully in their sleep. It happened just 2 weeks ago to someone's husband exactly that way.
 
Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
I relate so much. Lately, I've been falling asleep hoping I don't wake up. Falling asleep is a constant reminder of what death will feel like and I can't wait for it.
 
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HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
If only I was that lucky. To die in my sleep would be the most merciful death
 
R_N

R_N

-Memento Mori-
Dec 3, 2019
1,442
I also wish it was that simple. Nature is merciless.
 
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