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VileLiquid
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- May 24, 2020
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Ive posted a few times here. I didn't expect to still be around right now.
While I've been suffering with anxiety and depression for... well for forever, but much more intensely for the past 2-3 years. One person was my rock, my support system. Perfectly handled me even at my worst.
They gave up on me. After 8 years. It's a long, complicated story that no one carss about hearing. But I am devastated. And it's time to go.
I was originally set on an Exit Bag method. But after more recently learning about SN, this seemed like the way to go. But as I have been working on gathering the items, I'm realizing it might not be that easy to acquire.
I was just reading about the detergent method. Was wondering if anyone has any thoughts or feelings about it?
Sorry this is all over the place. I wish I prepared better to end this suffering sooner.
While I've been suffering with anxiety and depression for... well for forever, but much more intensely for the past 2-3 years. One person was my rock, my support system. Perfectly handled me even at my worst.
They gave up on me. After 8 years. It's a long, complicated story that no one carss about hearing. But I am devastated. And it's time to go.
I was originally set on an Exit Bag method. But after more recently learning about SN, this seemed like the way to go. But as I have been working on gathering the items, I'm realizing it might not be that easy to acquire.
I was just reading about the detergent method. Was wondering if anyone has any thoughts or feelings about it?
Sorry this is all over the place. I wish I prepared better to end this suffering sooner.