Planning to CTB tonight. (SN)

[popo]

Good luck OP.

 

[roor]

Okay just took it. Swallowing it was a little scary at first but I guess the Xanax helped. It was pretty salty but not too bad. The aftertaste was strong but I had some honey and my mouth is fine now. No real burning
So this is it huh... I have my second glass ready
Okay I feel my heart beating
But it's nothing bad, maybe like a hard workout feeling
I don't really feel anything major
Actually I kind of want to lie down
And i feel a little like vomiting
Ugh
Heart is beating faster
I feel each beat
Okay I'm going to go
Thank you

 

[Moby]

Good night roor ❤

Will be joining you soon

 

[Erase.myself]

I hope you are finding peace amongst the stars. I'll be joining you in a couple of weeks.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you are able to find peace. See you on the other side.

 

[Donk]

RIP

 

[Deathwish1968]

Hope you have found peace and love on the other side.

 

[Tasupro]

wishing you well, love from Australia here

 

[InTheAirTonight]

They made it seem so easy. I wish I will have the courage to follow through as well. RIP.

 

[Nenos]

rest easy mate
much love

 

[Chronicillness]

Goodbye OP. May the chains that bind you to your suffering be broken peacefully.

 

[muffin222]

This is so sad. RIP, OP <33 May your soul find peace

 

[Serenity]

Rest in peace roor I hope you find serenity in your passing

 

[Ougizh]

I hope you are finally ok my friend, fly with the stars brother!

 

[I screwed up]

Hope our friend roor has succeeded and is at peace now. RIP buddy ... Hope I get the courage to ctb soon

 

[Ougizh]

Hope our friend roor has succeeded and is at peace now. RIP buddy ... Hope I get the courage to ctb soon

Can you share with me some post were somebody describe more detail the process?, sound like a peacefully way to lye down on your bed and no wake up tomorrow.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

Can you share with me some post were somebody describe more detail the process?, sound like a peacefully way to lye down on your bed and no wake up tomorrow.

Search for sodium nitrite in the resources thread. It's debatable whether it's peaceful. Proceed at your own risk.

 

[yetme]

Okay just took it. Swallowing it was a little scary at first but I guess the Xanax helped. It was pretty salty but not too bad. The aftertaste was strong but I had some honey and my mouth is fine now. No real burning
So this is it huh... I have my second glass ready
Okay I feel my heart beating
But it's nothing bad, maybe like a hard workout feeling
I don't really feel anything major
Actually I kind of want to lie down
And i feel a little like vomiting
Ugh
Heart is beating faster
I feel each beat
Okay I'm going to go
Thank you

Farewell! rest in peace my friend

 

[Living sucks]

Can you share with me some post were somebody describe more detail the process?, sound like a peacefully way to lye down on your bed and no wake up tomorrow.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-resource-page.32633/

@Ougizh This is a resource, in it you can find links to SN related possible fatal and non fatal accounts. You can read the posts if the member posted. I found the links posted by x-ace-x the easiest to read on my phone. There is no way of knowing if non fatal attempts are real or not, it's up to you to read and make your own assessment, same with fatal. If they are highlighted yellow those are the only ones that could be confirmed as legitimate deaths. Some could be staged, no one knows. It's up to to you research this site and make your own decisions. Only SN accounts have been listed no other methods. Some reports seem peaceful some do not. No one can tell you what it will feel like for you. It's a HUGE and PERMANENT decision not to be taken lightly.

 

[LMLN]

I hope you are at peace now.

 

[watereyes]

I always cry when I see goodbye threads So much people ignore the reality of suicide. Sending you lots of love.

 

[Ougizh]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-resource-page.32633/

@Ougizh This is a resource, in it you can find links to SN related possible fatal and non fatal accounts. You can read the posts if the member posted. I found the links posted by x-ace-x the easiest to read on my phone. There is no way of knowing if non fatal attempts are real or not, it's up to you to read and make your own assessment, same with fatal. If they are highlighted yellow those are the only ones that could be confirmed as legitimate deaths. Some could be staged, no one knows. It's up to to you research this site and make your own decisions. Only SN accounts have been listed no other methods. Some reports seem peaceful some do not. No one can tell you what it will feel like for you. It's a HUGE and PERMANENT decision not to be taken lightly.

Thanks i feel bad for this guy I wondering where he's now, like in a space floating happy or without conciusness

 

[Living sucks]

RIP. I wish I could be this brave. It seemed very peaceful for roor. If only could be so easy for all. I noted that he or she posted approx for 4-5 mins after drinking. Then needed to go. That falls in line with pph and stans guide. I find myself so leary of posters who are still posting 20 mins later or who wake up 2 hours later vomiting. Not trying to invite any arguments or be disrespectful on this thread, just can't see anyone surviving 20g or more of SN without immediate intervention. If this should be deleted I will. I'm doing my own research unfortunately based on these accounts so I can decide on the right way for me. It doesn't get any easier reading these, just makes it more difficult for me.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

RIP. I wish I could be this brave. It seemed very peaceful for roor. If only could be so easy for all. I noted that he or she posted approx for 4-5 mins after drinking. Then needed to go. That falls in line with pph and stans guide. I find myself so leary of posters who are still posting 20 mins later or who wake up 2 hours later vomiting. Not trying to invite any arguments or be disrespectful on this thread, just can't see anyone surviving 20g or more of SN without immediate intervention. If this should be deleted I will. I'm doing my own research unfortunately based on these accounts so I can decide on the right way for me. It doesn't get any easier reading these, just makes it more difficult for me.

It's possible they waited a few min after drinking to post. I think 5-10 min range is when you feel symptoms