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numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
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Hi everyone, I'm planning to ctb after my birthday in Late May. My depression makes me numb and I can't feel any happiness anymore. I don't want to be a burden on anyone and I just wanna end it. I've already booked a hotel room and need some advice on partial hanging preparations. I want to know which type(s) of rope/material is the best? Also, I can't get the right spot of carotid artery…any advice on how to find the spot?

Sorry to be such messy, English is not my first language….thanks.
 
CentreMid

CentreMid

Midfielder
Aug 23, 2018
539
Personally I'm using 2 leather belts hooked together. Others have used rope, scarves, ties, etc. as long as your noose will hold your full body weight you should be fine.

As far as finding you Carlos it artery goes, the best place to start looking is feeling along your Adam's apple for a pulse. Mine's about 2/3 of the way down but it may be different for you since everyone's body is different. Best of luck.
 
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numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
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Personally I'm using 2 leather belts hooked together. Others have used rope, scarves, ties, etc. as long as your noose will hold your full body weight you should be fine.

As far as finding you Carlos it artery goes, the best place to start looking is feeling along your Adam's apple for a pulse. Mine's about 2/3 of the way down but it may be different for you since everyone's body is different. Best of luck.
Thanks Mid. I'll try and see can I get the right spot. Passing out a while if I push the right spot really hard by hand indicate success?
 
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Aug 23, 2018
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Thanks Mid. I'll try and see can I get the right spot. Passing out a while if I push the right spot really hard by hand indicate success?
You won't pass out unless you're in the noose and putting your full weight into it. Pressing with your hand won't do anything. Personally I don't feel anything when I press but some people report feeling mildly dizzy. Again, it depends on the person.
 
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raspberryred

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May 17, 2023
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Was thinking the same but taking a benzo before to knock me out before the hang.