Originally I was very intrigued about the Night-Night method due to my living conditions, living with my parents and a disability not allowing me, or just making it borderline impossible, to move out and get my own place; My parents know about my suicidal ideation, tho they do not bother themselves much with it, they are very old boomers and they don't know or comprehend the slightest thing about mental health, they mainly deal with it/me by simply ignoring it, however when it comes to receiving packages, they are strict and will oversee what gets into this house... The Night-Night method seemed appealing because it would mainly cause confusion instead of letting all hell loose, however it's still far from ideal... I did some research into the SN method as this is highly talked about in this forum, and I came to the conclusion that getting everything seems realistic... I would require a bit of luck by not having my package checked at the border, which seems unlikely to be checked, tho I'm unsure if SN is borderline illegal to begin with?? as for the acid medication, those are easy enough to get OTC, and for the anti nausea meds, I could probably get my doctor to prescribe some, my biggest problem is getting the packages without my parents knowledge of them... I'm thinking about logistics... I could book a hotel but I have mobility issues of going into the city, now that seems like the least of the problems, I'd need to have the packages delivered at a postal office, receive them, and transport them to wherever I plan to commit the act...
All this seems difficult... no matter what choices I make, alarm bells will go off in my parents heads and it would be all out hell... I wish I had a safe place of my own to do the act... living independently would be a dream but due to my medical and financial situation it simply isn't feasible...
All this seems difficult... no matter what choices I make, alarm bells will go off in my parents heads and it would be all out hell... I wish I had a safe place of my own to do the act... living independently would be a dream but due to my medical and financial situation it simply isn't feasible...
