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Planned Vs. impulsive "ctb"

  • Planned

    Votes: 40 46.0%
  • Impulsive

    Votes: 3 3.4%
  • Planned + impulsive timeframe

    Votes: 43 49.4%
  • Other

    Votes: 1 1.1%

  • Total voters
    87
Erase.myself

Erase.myself

My body is a prison
Jan 4, 2020
198
I was trying the 2 day method … if I attempt again it will be the stat dose. In Stan's Guide... Antacids are mentioned also for SN. I still want to CTB... just a coward. Also have family concerns. :aw:


You're right about antacids being mentioned. I don't have prescription but Tums will do ×2 dose. I do not think you are a coward. Ctb is very hard to do and SI is difficult to overcome and then also coupled with you having family concerns. That's a lot . Ctb is a very big decision, and the very last one you will make. *Hugs*
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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You're right about antacids being mentioned. I don't have prescription but Tums will do ×2 dose. I do not think you are a coward. Ctb is very hard to do and SI is difficult to overcome and then also coupled with you having family concerns. That's a lot . Ctb is a very big decision, and the very last one you will make. *Hugs*

I wish you the best and hate to see you go... if you decide to go through with it. :hug: Time for me to try to get some sleep.

P.S. I used to have an Aunt that had the same kind of rug you are standing on in your Avatar. Reminds me of when I was a kid. :heart:
 
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Erase.myself

Erase.myself

My body is a prison
Jan 4, 2020
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I wish you the best and hate to see you go... if you decide to go through with it. :hug: Time for me to try to get some sleep.

P.S. I used to have an Aunt that had the same kind of rug you are standing on in your Avatar. Reminds me of when I was a kid. :heart:

Hope you get some rest. Thank you for wishing me the best ♥️
 
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