Help Plan to CTB the 30th of November on my brithday

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

The goal would be to kill myself by hanging like Inquisator Ghost.

I'll turn 25, the 30th of November but the pain is so tremendous I'm uncertain whether I can hold out until then

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans.

 

[Lost_my_soul]

I hope you find peace, if you choose to do it, btw, advance happy birthday

 

[bonnibelbubble]

I plan to do the same on December 14 (I too will be 25 years old) and I have lived between good and bad, but I have lived worse. I ask myself, what is the point of living? I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option).

 

[ApostleOfPain]

The goal would be to kill myself by hanging like Inquisator Ghost.

I'll turn 25, the 30th of November but the pain is so tremendous I'm uncertain whether I can hold out until then

Are you doing partial or full hanging?

 

[k1w1]

I plan to do the same on December 14 (I too will be 25 years old) and I have lived between good and bad, but I have lived worse. I ask myself, what is the point of living? I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option).

"I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option)" NO....that wont work. There are really only 3 methods that are effective and pain free. All are well discussed on this site & take time to organise. A good death is like a good life, it takes effort. Ignore the over-the-counter stuff, the jumpers from great heights, and hanging by one's big toe, all the crap that gets talked about exhaustively here.

 

[bonnibelbubble]

"I am planning to buy over-the-counter antidepressant medication (I don't know if harmonyl is an option)" NO....that wont work. There are really only 3 methods that are effective and pain free. All are well discussed on this site & take time to organise. A good death is like a good life, it takes effort. Ignore the over-the-counter stuff, the jumpers from great heights, and hanging by one's big toe, all the crap that gets talked about exhaustively here.

How do you know that excessive medication will not work? if there are people who took overdoses of antidepressants and sleeping medications, fell asleep and died in the end.

 

[letmejoindeath]

I'll either be in front of you or right behind you.

Maybe will see each other in the after.

 

[kilowatt]

Best of luck to you. Coincidencially enough, my planned date is also November 30th. Three days away from my 20th birthday.

 

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

Best of luck to you. Coincidencially enough, my planned date is also November 30th. Three days away from my 20th birthday.

Why 3 days away and not the day itself and what's the method? I'm going for hanging

 

[abcz]

Why 3 days away and not the day itself and what's the method? I'm going for hanging

I'm actually curious why you are choosing the day itself. I don't want to be any older. Waiting til that day would contradict that

 

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

I'm actually curious why you are choosing the day itself. I don't want to be any older. Waiting til that day would contradict that

I love life, I want to make it to at least 25

 

[kilowatt]

Why 3 days away and not the day itself and what's the method? I'm going for hanging

It involved multiple reasons. The set date being 3 days away from my birthday is just a coincidence, I wouldn't specially wish to CTB on my birthday, I guess.

 

[IWishToDie]

The goal would be to kill myself by hanging like Inquisator Ghost.

I'll turn 25, the 30th of November but the pain is so tremendous I'm uncertain whether I can hold out until then

What went wrong @MeowTheFlemishCat ?

 

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

What went wrong @MeowTheFlemishCat ?

Too much pain couldn't focus on writing a note but that's done Meow

 

[FallingGrace]

Too much pain couldn't focus on writing a note but that's done Meow

Did you finish your note?

 

[MeowTheFlemishCat]

Did you finish your note?

Nearly it's 61 pages

 

[Tears in Rain]

Nearly it's 61 pages

Wow, a suicide 'book' as opposed to a note!
Just kidding,. You took a bit of flak on here in some quarters regarding the note, but you're obviously going through a very tough situation. I wish you peace.